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The bitch holding that brush is a flirt. End of story. (okay sorry yeah i am jealous) JUST LOOK AT THAT SMILE

38 followers in a few days (has it been a week)whoo~ not bad hurhur.

this is arguably the best fandom I've been in.

No offence.

To any previous fandoms i was in.

Or still is in.

ANYWAY, GWS SOOYOUNG~ some ass of a driver crashed into her car, so now the preddy girl has back injury.

Hmmmyeah.

I have been reduced to limited ideas since:/

I have become very uninspired.

But that's probably a good thing, whoever reads this probably needs a break from my very happening blog.

Maybe I'll take a week off and post little updates:/ IDK.

Like the OH IVE GOT MORE FOLLOWERS kinda updates

OR, HI IVE GOT A PAPERCUT update.

Okay scratch that, I don't want a papercut.

I think babylion knows who babylion is. In other words, code has been decoded.

That's a bad thing.

Alright byebye.

I was hearing Louis' voice on live radio.

So amazing, just hearing that voice LIVE.

I can't even.

My hands are like jelly typing this, his voice gives me the shivers.

I WANNA CRY. OVER WAYY TOO FAST.

Shall try listening in to Zayn tomorrow but OHMYGOD NO IT'S NOT THE SAME:'(

BRB WHILE I GO LOOK FOR CARROTS AND EAT THEM AND THINK OF LOUIS ALL NIGHT.

I seriously need to meet this boy.

Eh but if I do, I can bet I'd have a heart attack and die on the spot.

OHMYGOD SOMEONE JUST KILL ME I CAN CRYCRYCRY RIGHT NOW.

HIS VOICE ASDFGHJKL.

Okay i will try not to post tomorrow because it will obviously be about louis.

So just imagine a louis post tomrrow.

I am having a Louis' voice hangover.

ohmygosh i am so sad now.

CRY CRY CRY

nyaghhh.

Okay hihihihihi.

Today is clean-up day but i'm sitting here louising myself from reality. #STORYOFMYLIFE.

Okay err i noticed that I haven't had much to say.

Ying Xuan texted me to say that she got a toy bird with a beak and i was o.o cos i thought of something like this:

Then I read Nicolette's blog and realised, OH THIS:

Yeah hahaha. Anyway, not bad ah our louis blog got 26 followers in 2 days 8)

LITTLE, but for 2 days it's not bad right!

Yeah it's not :P

Okay hmmm i have nothing much to say now.

I love Louis and that's it byebye.

Charmaine was saying "I bet you're Louising"

Then I came up with that.

I feel shameless but nevermind. It's been just one day but we already have followers!

So, do the right thing.now;)

I have been fangirling when I dream.

I wake up, and the fangirling starts immediately.

I am living a wonderful life at the moment.

Directioners on tumblr are so nice.

Story of my life.

Okay anyway, today is so coldddddddddddddddddddddd.

I'm literally freezing.

Or maybe it's just Louis.

But honestly, the weather is so good.

Reminds me of the days in Australia.

There was a time i skipped bathing because it was freezing me to the bones. It was so foggy out, visibility = zero. Yeah so stayed in and drank hot choc.

And that's only Australia.

UGH I HAVE TO GO:(

*UPDATE

GUYSGUYS, Niall's on live radio;)

Louis' slot is same time tomorrow. About 10 sg time.

That's 3pm in UK. I hope i can listen in :(

Tomorrow's gonna be a busybusy day.

My mom bought the raya cookies today.

EH WALAO THE HERSHEY CHOC CHIP IS FABULOUS.

HMPH ZAYN YOU FLIRT. Lol kay kidding, they are so adorbz.

1)FANGIRLING

2)TUMBLRING

SO, HERE'S THE THING: WE HAVE CREATED A LOUIS TUMBLR~

WE WILL STILL REBLOG OTHER MEMBERS:)

Considered Louis is in the picture HAHA.

YUP SO:

AND, if anyone is interested in co-owning/ being an admin, i don't mind:)

AS LONG AS I KNOW WHO YOU ARE (DUH) SO THAT I CAN BE CONVINCED YOU DONT START POSTING PORN ON OUR DASH.

SO TELL ME K.

This is the other exciting announcement that i have mentioned earlier but i shall remind y'all:

So many exciting things happening :x

I might as well do this:

This is Nadiah 's (not me, my cuzzin^^ Who is our senior hehe cool huh 8))twitter for 1D.

Hehe, she gave me the password to the twitter to post the twittion.

But i am kinda awkward turtle so i don't think i'll post anything there o.o

YUPYUP. SO BE AN ANGEL AND CLICK ON ALL THE LINKS I PROMISE I'LL LOVE YOU TO BITS.MUACKS.

DAMMIT. Now i have to contemplate changing my twitter dp. Which is as precious as this. The only person who can beat louis is louis. ASDFGHJKL MELTS.

Nyehe, he looks adorbz in specs and beanies ^^

His voice makes me go mentally instable.

Here's to the beautifully perfect face, gorgeous voice and wonderful personality.

He's so nice to his fans:'( He tended to this girl who broke her finger. (I'm sure it wouldn't hurt if louis is the one holding an ice pack to your finger) and he went out to see if there were any stranded fans. What a wonderful guy. ANYWAY, you like one direction right? YES. You want them to come SG right?YES. SO go sign this petition NOW.

You need a twitter though, and it only takes 5 mins to create an account on twitter (YES YOU, ARINA R GO GET A TWITTER NAO.)

~SIGH~

Alrighty, back to reality:

-i have been ditching my diary for days

-Louis makes me so happy

-today was mediocre

-i like that when I'm with nadya, everything is funnier than it should be

-we met cikgu in the mrt and greeted her to embarrass her

-Nadya greeted her maam good morning when it was 1pm

-i am starting to think that Hana Cheong is not at all that bad

-I am going through an emotional tornado. (ah yes, when i'm happy i feel like crying then i'd feel sad)

-i had some lonely time during recess. (With my tpc, earpiece and Louis) so basically this dude is making me an introvert

-WHAT TO DO *shrugs*

-someone said babylion was wearing specs today. I didnt even see but ah well, did i mention that Louis is wayy cute?

-i'm sorry babylion but it seems like i'm not a spazztard anymore

-which should be a good thing eh

-i spazz when it comes to Louis though. Kinda awkward to feel like kissing my tpc screen right

DISCLAIMER : I DID NOT DO THAT

-being a fangirl is hard but at least i can still differentiate between fantasy and reality

-it's so frustrating to look at Louis #whoops.

OH LOUIS IS GETTING A SOLO IN NA NA NA.

SHIT. CAN'T WAIT. 12 more days to release.

I will definitely absolutely replay only his part.

It's only fair to start with a gif of Louis and end with a picture of Louis so here goes:

/cries/

Hahaha, if you can't stand spazzing then byebye. ADIOS.SAYONARA.

But SIGH, such perfect human beings :') Anyway, go see my twitter dp and background it's sure to make you pee in your pants :P But Niall is still cute :D Hahah his awkward video where he wanted to high five zayn but zayn didnt see is so funny. Then he put down his hand like a #reject.

ITS SO FUN TO SPAZZ WITH ARINA R OKAY. LOUISSS TEHEHEHEHEHE.

I have to warn you that the following picture is enough to make you...

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And this one is for ARINA R~

DAYYUM. SO HOT THAT HE BECAME MY TWITTER DP.

Anyway, i am expecting the spazzing to go on for days and maybe weeks, so deal with it.

It's a good thing that basically everyone i know likes someone from one direction :D

Ying Xuan keeps sending me texts like " Are you sure? The guy I like is Liam? Not Louis?" She has sent 4 smses with the same question in varying forms already. YES, THE GUY YOU LIKE IS LIAM. Actually my fault hahah, i told her that Liam was Louis :P MY BAD.

Has anyone noticed that my music player has been changed ^.^

Today i trained home with Nadyah, So our conversations went like this:

Me: *spazzes about 1D*

HER:*spazzes about leetuk*

So basically,we hear each other's spazzing out. Just to you know, let it out :B

AND, here's some sad news... I FIND THAT KPOP DOSEN'T SOUND SO NICE ANYMORE ._.

I am sorry guys.

Okay i'll be on tumblr, trolling there a.k.a staring at Louis, so if you don't mind I'd go now and come back if I happen to be in another spazzing moment.

oh and i shall eat my carrots from now on.

URGH why must he be so irresistable.

DAMN. I like how Niall cracks up even before Louis says anything funny.

I can see him dying everytime Louis says anything. sigh cuties

Oh lastly,

here's something i saw on twitter:(louis on his GSCE O levels)

GOODBYE~

So we had a Niall or Zayn debate today and hahaha, okay sure, Zayn is hot and all but Niall is so cute I can't even :/ Yeah, you guys should stop looking at Zayn now and divert your attention to my boyfriend on the right :3 YQ AND I ARE FOREVER COOL, NIALL BETTER THAN ZAYN WAHAHA.

Nicolette, this one's for you HAHAHA.

He is hotter in baseball jackets :P

BUT BUT BUT BUT: THIS IS WAY BETTER THAN ZAYN>>

Okay hahaha my heart is exploding. ( nadya got pregnant today after looking at zayn's photos -.-") I got freaked out when she put my hand on her tummy and said "Do you feel the kick"

DAMN NADYA, YOU SCAR ME FOR LIFE.

You know, I can't believe I used to Nichkhun spazz cus um this is way better heh.

HAHA oh and I like Louis too^^ He is hillarious like that:

ANYWAY,

HEHE, vas happening,i shall like carrots now.

Okay anyway, I'm finding it pretty pointless to blog about my mundane life now since I can blog about these perfect guys forever.

So yeah, school was okay and I sat same bus as ________. And ________ looked at me again sigh what are you thinking dayyum. I am dying to know whether _______ is sizing me up cos if a normal person judges anybody, they don't carry on with the staring for days ._. Right or no. Maybe _______ thinks I am creepy so _______ looks at me before I can do that. asdfghjkl idk, hehehe but Niall has been taking up the most space in my head these days:OOO

Went home with ma wifehh today, been long :)

Sigh okay okay, no point blogging about me, shall go dream about Niall hahah.

OH HAVE YOU SEEN THE MAG SCANS? Niall's page was adorable, his handwriting is sexy. HAHAHAHAHAH.

(a one direction fan just asked a one direction tumblr what WMYB is. And she replied "It's what makes you big hun" HAHAH I FIND THIS HILLARIOUS)

ARGH NIALL SAID THAT HE LIKES PARTY ROCK ANTHEM COS "ITS SO BOUNCY"

SHIT SO CUTE.

Okay people,i shall lose my social life to Niall. Brb while I lose myself in Niall Horan tumblrs. byebye

Ohmyasjjhfdjhdfjhfjdjkfdfllllllll, Niall is so irresistably cute I can't stand it.

One direction should quickly go release an album. [click]

Anyway, today was pretty cool:)

And i'm a bit um scared of _________ now. So i have noticed ___________ has been looking my way and I bet ___________ was judging me. JUDGING MY CREEPINESS MAYBE:'( And yesterday at the fitt run people there ____________ was sitting the opp way and like I could directly see ______________ and_____________ was looking at me. Okay i'm scared now :'(

WAHHHHHHHH DONT STARE AT ME LIKE THAT. ITS SO HARD TO LOOK BACK.

Okay yeah whatever.

Anyway, Niall has such a cute addictive laugh :3

I have been watching vids of him doing random retarded stuff ohmy *SPAZZES*

CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE HNNGGGGGGGGGG.

Oh dear. Ah well, I might as well insert a pic or two.or four

Okay y'all it's time to spazz.

HIS ACCENT IS SO CUTE, IT'S SO IRISHY. He is Irish hahaha okay I love Irish people :D

HAHA, SO yes, I've become a one direction fan (more like Niall fan) in a span of one day ._.

Have you ever seen anyone so perfect? OH and i'm not ditching babylion k. :3

I happen to have uploaded me and arina r's sarawak vlog up on vimeo but i noticed how ridiculously unglam i looked. AND, yeah. So i shall edit and tell y'all when it is up haha. It is basically a video on arina r drawing in her diary which is really preddy :> SO it will be like showcasing her artistic abilities. Oh dear, we were quite in the mood to zone out then thus the drowsy faces and tired voice. HAHA I HAVE TO GO DO A PROPER VIDEO, WHO'S GAME? We can talk about Niall ^^

HEHEH OKAY BYE~

Monday went reasonably well. Despite all the shitload of work I have long overdued, the teachers are either to lazy to give a hoot or they are just plain nice today. I is lucky girl. Basically nothing much happening in school. I trained home with Nadya and Syaza today. haha as usual, epic moments there. People who fart in the mrt are plain rude.ugh.

Okay i want to start a vlog ^.^ Like do it with some other people and talk poop and all. Hehehe.

Yesterday I did up my bedroom wall. It is so chio now. (To me lah) I pasted Yu Qian's preddy card (HAHA BE PROUD) and Arina's schweet letter and some other stuff people gave me. Like letters and instaxes and an old polaroid that was taken in 2005. LUL. I have tons of letters/cards that cheer me up instantly when I read them so I figured that pasting them on my wall and seeing it first thing when I wake up will make my day:) I also put up one of my track tags from my nationals. After fasting month, I shall make that my motivation to go to every training no matter what. To remind me of next year's nationals and to work hard at it. I wanted to put up the results sheet where I ran my personal best timing (wait i think that was SAA Meet Series 2) but HAHAHAH THEY SPELT MY NAME AS ARINA NADISH :'( WHY WHY WHY. anyway, the paper is quite tattered -.- It shall be my motivation, to do better, to beat my sucky timing. idk whai i run faster at training as compared to actual competitions -.- Anyway, point is, I shall not let anything and anyone stand in my way of giving it my all. I shall try my very best not to pon.OKAY I CAN DO ITTTT. GO GO GO~ And Yu Qian's letters are very motivational to :') Ah, i love you baby. And when I feel down, I'd grab one of the billions of letters Arina R gave me and i would read it and feel so :') BASICALLY I READ LETTERS FROM ANYONE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. The ones from Nadya , Nadyah and the valentines HAHAHA.GOD GAVE ME SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS:')

Thank you for being in my life y'all, you see me through thick and thin and make everything so much better. Arigatogosaimasta. (HEHE)

Today was nice, tomorrow shall be better. :)

OHOHOH IF YOU ARE BOREDDD, LISTEN TO THIS. KESHA, OH KESHA, IF YOU DIDN'T SING TRASH ABOUT BEING DRUNK ALL THE TIME, YOU COULD QUALIFY TO BE AN A-LIST MUSICIAN. Seriously, that unreleased song is so lovely.MUST LISTEN.

See y'all tomorrow yeahhhh~

(today i saw you and honestly, I don't think I want to get in the way of you guys. Your life seems so much better without me anyway and I'm just invisible to you so yup. Don't get me wrong, go on and have fun with her. It's alright, I am not feeling bitter about it anymore. Feeling bitter makes me fall sick. No fun. enjoy your new life w.o me dear :-))
I swear, there was absolutely no sarcasm in that. I am fasting so i can't lie HAHAH.EH IM TRYING SO HARD TO BE NICE AND PEOPLE MISTAKE IT AS SARCASM o.O LIKE YQ TODAY LAH, WHEN I SAID 'GOOD' I REALLY MEANT IT :'(

sad life. I AM NOT BEING SARCASTIC PUHLEASE KTHXBAI HAVE A GOOD DAY :-)

* I uploaded my first video today. It' s gonna take another hour to process. So it takes aprox 2 h to upload anything -.- Anyway, i am using an uber old video before creating new ones so the one i uploaded was the vlog I did with Arina R while lazing around in the hotel @ SARAWAK.(HEHE KIDDO DO YOU REMEMBER~) hehehe, good days. Yeah it's so old, but it was intended to be a vlog, so shall start with those first:)

MONDAY IS TOMORROW Y'ALL.

whoopdeedoo. I want a pet porcupine:( And a kitty too. My bunnies are mute HAHA. And they barely do anything amusing other than sit down and be all cute and fluffy. BUT I STILL LOVE MY BUNNIES.Speaking of which, my then anorexic bunny has gained weight! OH YEAH.

Today has been really good, tuition this morning and it wasn't at all that bad. For once, it wasn't extended til two hours and I actually could do all the trigo sums! Major surprised there.

I think daisies in hair are so pretty!Oh yesterday, I forgot to write in my diary:'( It's my first time forgetting in the seven days (or so?) that i have started writing in it. You see, my diligence goes tumbling down the drain.ugh. I don't care about not posting any of my pictures anymore, the stuff i found on tumblr are wayyy pretty. And anyway, my mom hasn't been relenting to my pleas of "CAN I HAVE MY BATT NOWWW" . Apparently the camera batt is in her wardrobe (what the, is there a Narnia in thar?) and she refuses to hand it in over cos she's lazy. Exactly WHY the batt is in her wardrobe in the first place, well beats me. What I do know is that it's a crime to open her wardrobe. I'm positive there's something in there she's hiding. Besides the old photo albums and jewellery in the built in drawers. Sure something there. SHE LOCKS THE DAMN DRAWERS. I have no idea where my drawer lock went. Last time i saw it, it was kinda bent. SOMEHOWW. Okay so right now, I am wondering why all the food shows are played during fasting month. HAHA. But i swear, today I'm not hungry. As usual, i ate a truckload of food. PFFF. And the thing about fasting is that when it's time to break fast, I eat like a spoonful of whatever's served and I feel satisfied. Like okay, done, now what's for dessert? Which is weird considering the fact that on normal days, I eat three meals in a day and snack like I am a starving child from Somalia and still get hunger pangs. It must be hormones.

Okay lah, there's nothing much to say except for... ITS A LAZYY SUNDAY.

Oh you know what pisses me off? MY DAD'S HORRIBLE SENSE OF LANGGUAGE. HAHA. I keep telling my dad to nail it that there's no such thing as 'homeworks' and 'revisions' . Why bother adding an 'S' when the 'S' is not THERE. Not supposed to be there.I feel like a psycho english freak but i get that tingly irritated feeling when people have screwed up grammar-.- And yesterday my dad kept saying hypotenuse as hypothesis. DUDE, we're talking math here, not science. T.T Then he dosen't belive me that it is hypotenuse, says it sounds funny. Dear god, please give me patience HAHA. Okay anyway, it's just a mere irrational irritation (LUL SAY THAT THREE TIMES FAST) I tend to get slightly annoyed at everything but not angry annoyed you know, more like amused-annoyed:) I am ridiculous. HAHA BUT IM HILLARIOUS, I FIND MYSELF FUNNY. I shall just keep up laughing with myself yay lalala heehee.

Alright now,please don't send me to IMH.

Yesterday night I made another batch of brownies, the only solution when the jar is empty. And i have no idea why they wrote "don't eat raw brownie batter". ITS SO WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS, i licked the bowl clean hahahaha. Like i'm going to waste the brownie batter right, it's CHOCOLATE PEOPLE, CHOCOLATE. I'm not gross, I am merely logical.

byebye~

(p.s i'm stuck in a rut. should i buy the maybelline lip balm (its sho CUTEEE.i want either the green+pink or the blue+pink one ^^) or should i get hair straightening serum thingum, which i positively need but is not as cute ._. Or should i get both. #painsofagirl.ugh)

I think Tumblr is like a stalker or something. Forever know how i feel one HAHA. Alright, just kidding. Adele's fire to the rain is so amazing i can't stop listening :3 Anyway, it's been a good day 'cos for one thing, IT RAINED. I love rainy days. I hate rainy days on fitt run days though. Heh, please don't hate me for saying that alright, I have a very good reason for liking fitt runs. I can't wait for monday ohmygosh. Oh good news, I have evolved into this optimist HAHA. I'm all about "well, at least..." I have been doing things to get me through this week which started quite um, not so good-ly (SEE, instead of saying'bad' HAHA) Yeah, like oh, i shall go read a book instead of overthinking.Yesterday changed everything. I think because I was so tired of thinking myself to sleep that my mind gave me a wake-up call. Then I woke up and felt like a changed person. (OKAY WHAT AM I SAYING) No lah, basically I felt awake and happy and light. Which is weird come to think of it. But well. Anyway, yesterday was a happy day for me, i was drawing the whole day and writing a story about the girl who wears daisies on her head and rides on a unicorn. I ate a lot of chocolate at night, wrote in my diary, talked to my little brother and texted nadyah until 2am. (haha she fell asleep the same time I fell asleep) In short, I managed to make all those unpleasant (ohmygosh, did my vocab become optimistic too?) thoughts vanish. All my worries, my initial state of paranoia, my initial insecurities all gone. I don't think I need to be so desperate to want anybody who has found someone else better. Yup, no point clinging onto the past just look into the future:D Normally i'd be annoyed at such optimistic behaviour. But this rarely happens to me so don't spoil the moment hehe.I have to start being very careful with what i post online, i always let my emotions run away with me. BADBADBAD. YAY i did up my tumblr theme and imo, it's pretty ^.^ here hehehe. oh, people still ask me whether i am active on my pinkeydpanda tumblr-.- thing is, I have two tumblrs, the pinkeyedpanda one is for my kawaii fetish and the other one i just mentioned is well, for pretty stuff. Okay, technically 3, including the snsd one. You get it. Anyway, I'm not THAT active on pinkeyedpanda, sorry. I update regularly lah but the fluffygreykittens one is updates every day. YEAH YOU GETTIT.

To yu qian: i miss babylion too and i know you miss shalabaladingdong HAHA. Hmm, are we the only ones who are excited for school? haha nevermind #wethecoolkids. love you.

WELL, I LOVE EVERYBODY. I love you and you and you and my bunnies and my tpc and this table and the chair i'm sitting on and the pot of flowers infront of me and the ceiling fan yayayayayay i love everyone muahmuahmuah

So many things have happened, a lot of horrible things.

Mmhmm, so yes he went back to sleeping on the sofa again.sigh. Nothing's changing for the better

But, to see it in a brighter light, at least I wasn't mugging alone last night.

A lot of other stuff have been stressing me out this week, the workload is not helping at all and now I have succumbed to fever and migranes and whatnot.

But minus all the complaining and the bad stuff, this week hasn't been at all that bad.

Nadya came for half of the e-learning week. Wish she could come yesterday and today, but it wasn't meant to be:( Sorry my house so ulu kay! Um yes, I finished reading my book, my diary is starting to fill up, late night chats with my tweenie and yeah, i guess you could say it wasn't really nasty. And my dad did give me allowance even if I didn't go out at all the whole week. That's really nice. Yup, so I gotta count my blessings.

So, today (or whatever of today that has just started) went like this:

-wake up (finally on time) at 7.30

-Mt e-learning's at 8:30(ridiculous, i know)

-bathed, smell nice, conditoned hair, facial mask (HAHA) and yeah, the usual

And because I started my day early, I had pretty much enough time to go through things slowly.

Which I like, because I hate rushing. I had time to chose what I wanted to wear and all. Okay, I know that I basically chose a combination of tees and shorts every single boring day but it is also a matter of WHAT tee and shorts you are going to wear right? And i hate to blindly chose.Hehe.

I smell nice today (^.^) Atop the shampooing and all, I lotionised(there IS such a word in MY dictionary)myself and perfumised my t-shirt :D

So basically, I walked around like a snail today, in contrast to the jumping out of bed yesterday.

Okay I like to start my day on tumblr, it gives me a sense of um, comfrort (?)

And I like that today is a nap-able day meaning, I could have a long nap later in the afternoon ohyay!

My sneezing has stopped o.O

*I'm in a very reflective mood today, just sitting down and thinking about anything and everything.

WTP i went through my archives and I was horribly lame last year. DISGUSTINGLY LAME OHMY what to do. Haha, basically everyone's archives are ridiculously cringe-worthy when you give or take one or two years o.O DISGUSTING.brb while i puke at my old self.

Okay haha, till here people~

byebye

**EDIT.

HAHA i just found the need to announce that e-learning is officially over. One week of horrifying misery + loneliness+ no babylion IS OVERRRRRR~ YESSSSSSSSSS. I.CAN'T.WAIT.FOR.MONDAY. Glad that I'm not the only one who thinks so:3 E-learning seriously made me a lazybum+ a zombie, like staring at the screen, not participating AT ALL.

Listening?NOPE,

Anyway, I didn't know Mr Foo called on me to answer, i was busy writing a story about this little girl who wears a crown of daisies. OH and she was riding on a unicorn with her guardian angel. MMHMM, SCIENCE IS THAT BORING, it rots my brains and gives me such inspiration to do something worthwhile with myself. Then anyway, panic attack so I looked through the vid and found my answer LALALA MAGIC man and haha Mr Foo said 'Good' I MERELY COPIED LOLZAA. Okay nevermind. Actually, i like my unicorn story eh. Heeeheee wan't me to post? ^.^ Later you guys will judge me and start thinking I'm some psychopathic gay. WAIT I AM.

i miss babylion:'(

pfft. Okay um so anyway, this was today's INITIAL plan:

-wake up at 8

-shower, wash hair, smell nice

-read book

-wait until e-learning

-do tuition crap in the afternoon

BUT, No thanks to the snooze button, it went like this:

-woke up at 10.45

-jump out of bed

-panic (15 mins to lesson)

-shower (2mins)

I SKIPPED MY HAIR:'(

-run everywhere

-grab something,anything to wear

-do bed carelessly

-turn on comp

But I did everything in less than 15 mins so I really am swaggeriffic

Sigh. Yeah, speaking of which I shall go re-shower now. And wash and condition my hair and smell nice. Wait, after i finish this post hahaha.

Bad news: I haven't been dreaming for the past few days.

Or at least, even if i dream I dream only of walking around aimlessly.

Sigh. OH and I finished my book. It's more like a mystery book, nothing to do with unicorns but just a family in danger. But I think how the story pieced together is very clever, just that it's super cheem and long-winded at times I skip the useless details.

AND NOW, I NEED A NEW BOOK.

So i have been surviving on my brother's Tintin comics, ahahah don't laugh at me k, it's very interesting all right. AND well yeah, you can say I am reading VINTAGE comics. And Snowy is sho cute^.^

Oh guess what, my brother found another praying mantis and it's so uber tiny like 5cm and he put it in a FISH TANK. Like dude, it's a tiny praying mantis in a fish tank?

Anyway, did e-learning alone:/

WHY NADYA WHY

argh sucks to be me.

YU QIAN HASN'T REPLIED MY SMS.

Alright uhm, i am so bored right now. I have been skipping the exercise part of my daily routine uh oh, hi fats. DAYYUM, I NEED TO LIKE, RUN RIGHT NOW.

ohwell. YAY they are better now, not sleeping apart at least.Hmmm and YEAH the kitty (oh right, i keep forgetting to use its name) Um, Unicorn hasn't been showing up :(

argh,

SAYONARA

No point being scared anymore, I have been replaced.

Anyway, today is the bestttttt.

Nadya and I are being lazybums right now.

NYEHEHEHEH Something hillarious happened.

We are #CHAMPIONS.

Like seriously.HEHEHE.

Oh my head is dizzy from laughing :C

Nadya is awesome seriously.

okay correction: I am being THE lazybum,Nadya is doing homework -.-"

HAHA .

Okay i'm back C:

I just made brownies with my dad o.O

YUMMYYUMMY FUDGE BROWNIESSS~

Teeheeeeehee.

Today I read my book on my bed and fell asleep for hours.

E-learning is like an opportunity to let my laziness outshine.

Or some sort.

Nadya went through so much trouble just to get to my ulu house which is away from civilisation.

SORRY BABE~

Lrt screwed up, and then she missed the bus stop and had to take a cab to get here.

Ohmy.

Anyway, lit was retarded as expected.

I'm craving ramen right now.

Oh haha Nicolette got inspired by me and other people to start a diary. HAHA NEVER KNEW I'D BE INSPIRATIONAL, or near that at all. OH AND NIC, I MISS YOUR CBOX HAHA. Although the spammage is like asdfghjkl annoying.

Oh i just found a pretty tumblr.

And guess what, the kitty hasn't been coming back :C

Okay i decided to name it unicorn and just as I started to have this sentimental attachment towards it, it decided not to show up again :'(

Hmmm, I kinda can't wait for e-learning tomorrow, with Nadya around, everything seems to be infinity times funnier than it actually is. AND Ying Xuan, Nic, Jane Nin y'all WATCH OUT FOR OUR WEBCAMMING CALLS HEEHEE. AND ARINA TOO~ Arina was so poor thing today, she was having the snuffles and guess whut, she was wearing class tee!!! HAHA ELEARNING ALSO WANNA BRING OUT CLASS SPIRIT. Anyway, she was like sick:( so i gave her a virtual tissue. Hmm, yeah and she started showing us random stuff! I wanted to webcam yuqiannn but she wasn't online.I wanted to show her my baby lion which sits on my bed all day long :)

MY fav soft toy now yay (^.^)

Oh yeah anyway, while I was baking brownies, I kinda dismantled the whisk by accident. So all the metal wiry thing came out -.-

Yupyup, basically today was a blassttt, never laughed so hard before. BUT i'm having the flu too, so I've never sneezed as much before either.

MMMMMMM my brownies are well, very FUDGE-Y :D

good day, good day.

816 followers alright let's gogogo~

OOH Linkin Park and Charice coming to SIngapore cos of F1 thingum. EXCITING.

Okay byebye~

AND ANYWAY IM SO FANTABULOUSLY HAPPY COS NADYA WAS HERE GUISEE~8D

Since you're so keen on erasing me permanently from your memory -.-

Okay anyway, NADYAH overslept, i'm assuming lah since that bum MIA-ed. SO Nadya just came here by herself poor thang :'(

I have been so fatigue-y these days idk whai:(

Okay anyway, e-learning was epic fail. We didn't pay attention AT ALL.

Just chilled around and watched chachi videos:)))))

HAHAH OMG CHACHI IS SO SWAGGERIFIC.

Ohman then nadya left after that then I went into depression mode :( HMM TOMORROW WE WATCH HORROR K ;D

Honestly, E-learning is not at all that bad since I managed to get like at least more than 4 hours of sleep. Considering all the kitty naps I've got. (kitties sleep up to 22hours a day)

SPEAKING OF KITTIES, a cute ginger kitty walked into my house yesterday and today! So i played with it -duh- cos its sho cute, kept purring. And my mom was going hysterical. TELL ME, WHY WUD ANYONE BE SCARED OF KITTIES:( Yeah then apparently my sister had to go bring the kitty far away. I hope she left it at the stairwell, I'm currently hoping for it to pop by :D

Okay I shall name the kitty...hmmm haha I have no other name in my mind other than babylion o.O Okay babylion has brainwashed me of my non-existent creativity. ohwell. I shall go look through some Name-Your-Kitty-Book. Today I was playing with my little brother. It's not fair, he has a personal aircraft and he goes everywhere with it. Hmm. So basically, I did nuthin' at all:D Cool huh. OKAY RIGHT NOW, I CRAVE FOR SUSHI. SO BAD. VGLF is so pissing, even if it works lah but everything about it now is so ugly. Give me the old ver. anytime man.

Okay lah, my father says that I have verbal diarrhoea when I talk to much -.-"

EH GUYS DID YOU KNOW THAT DIARRHOEA IS FROM THE GREEK WORD OF "FLOWING THROUGH" OMG THAT'S JUST HOLEY GUACAMOLEY, YKNOW. LIKE GROSS FACTOR = ∞ HEHEH INFINITE DISGUSTING FACTOR. Pfft.

Okay byebye everyone, my love for Nadya is ∞ (okay i'm just finding a reason to use ∞ but well hehehe, IT IS TRUE OKAY, my love for NADYA is ∞ )

:3 whoops, am i too hyper now, cos i just got up from a nap.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Things to be very happy about

1) I found an old book that was pretty dusty HAHA 2 years worth of dust bunnies (^.^) It's called 'The Young Unicorns' cool right. Its pretty thick and very very cheem so I gave up lor. But now I have taken up the challenge to finish the book :D Since my vocabulary should have expanded by now. YEAH and it's not so cheem anymore. In fact, i find it pretty intriguing. I have no idea why it's called the young unicorns tho, cos as far as I've read there is no mention of unicorns at all. It's about a blind girl who is a musical prodigy (ahh, piano) and she found a genie lamp. OKAY SORRY, my summary is very very uninteresting but trust me, the book is quite interesting so pick it up if you have time to;S It's by Madeline L'engle (COOL NAME SPAZZ)

2)My dad got me an external fan for the lappie. HAHA idk, but it seems that everything is making me happy now. Anyway, since my laptop's internal fan kinda stopped working causing overheating causing it to shut down on its own, this fan thingum will come in handy:D Oh btw, YEAH, there are fans in our laptops. (Thus the wind blowing out from those holes at the side of your laptops)

3)I am still contemplating on what to name the kitty.

BUT THAT'S THE FUN OF IT.

-ユニコーン (unicorn WAHAHA)

So, today goes like this...

NO ELEARNING MUAHAHA. BE jealous, you and you and you ;) AHAH KIDDING LAH.

Okay and i woke up to a lovely rainy morning. Slept in a bit, then I let my lazy hormones kick in.

Helped my mom in the kitchen, she makes use of my presence well. Yeah then watched glee and whatever came up on tv. And now I'm here:)

Nothing much to say at all. Life is quite meaningless without _________. SIGHSIGHSIGH.

One week.ONE WEEK :'( Okay whatever lah, beats other schools who are currently having common tests blahblahblah. Well, when I have more things to say I will come back here but for now, CLICK HERE if you are bored. Oh and you must like snsd too, or else it will defeat the point of clicking. Hmm yeah so basically it's their bestest live perf (in my opinion) and it's Japan Dome Tour , i think.. Their outfits were fantabulous and they sang in JAP. Can anything get much better?? Tbh, i prefer snsd's jap rendition of their songs. They bring a whole new perspective to j-pop. Usually j-pop is like all high pitched and cutesy (think akb48) which is okay but when overdone, you kinda get a toothache. SNSD is like FIERCE JPOP. So in other words, they win :D

Okay hahah yes I'm in a better mood now although some people aren't talking:(

Hmmm yeah oh and i watched Masterchef and Gordon Ramsay is so amusing. The qualifying round right when this Scottish woman came in, he got so excited cos he's scottish too. HAHA. And then when this guy made sausage roll he was like a tiny kid getting candy. He finished the whole dish and Joe was like "Hey chef leave some for us there" FUNNY. Masterchef is so surprisingly amusing I found myself stuck on the couch for hmmm hours? Back to back episodes, cool eh,

*update*

So i find the need thank these two people who are so dear to me. They are always seeing through my happy front and yeah as much as I don't want anyone to see me upset, they always know. They know me the best I guess, and they are always the first to cheer me up when i'm down. They genuinely care and don't ask me if I'm okay for the sake of it. Hey lovelies, seeing your message on my fs/text made my day. You are always there when I need you.Always there. And I didn't think that someone would see all my sad posts (OKAY CRINGE) although I deleted them in a matter of minutes(?) but she did. She was always there for me. Okay well, I want to thank the both of you, and I know you know who you are. Thank you for pulling me through the hardest of times. Thank you so much.I owe you guys ...A LOT. I really am blessed to have such wonderful friends who I basically can spill tons of secrets (and problems) to. I love you guys, really.And now all I really desire are your hugs. Heals any sad soul like magic.

Heehee I like creating an aura of mystery ^.^ you know who you are;)

oh wow we were so cute:3 BUT ANYWAY, I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Okay that's it for now,

byebye

Okay I'm feeling tons better now. That's what tumblr does to you. I'm still going to shut up the whole day. I'd feel better not talking and left thinking. I am so dead tired, see what you get when there's drama at 2am in the morning? Darn, slept only for an hour sigh. Drained out. I shall die of a lack of sleep,honestly.Okay please don't comment on my panda eyes, at least i still look like a kyute panda right :3 kidding.okaybyenow. I shall go write in my diary and read all the lovely letters I got from my lovelies yay heehee.

(p.s i hope no one saw my sad posts o.O sorry for my emotional breakdown,i'm a sucker +failure like that.But i deleted them, and now i'm happy that nobody else would have to share my misery:D Okay whatever happened last night was quite bad and things are not right just yet but it will eventually be okay.I already feel so much better now.)

sayonara

Love this book. Speaking of which, I am in need of a good book:/

Preferably something Sarah Dessen, then again Sophie Kinsella would be good.

BUT, i keep forgetting to pop by the library.SIGH.

Okay so I have currently gotten back to writing in diaries. (Hehe, the soft canvas notebook Arina bought me fueled this sudden inspiration:D Such a thick and pretty thing shall not go to waste!)

Maybe when I get round charging my cam, I's do some snapshots. I have left out the cheesy 'dear diary' thing though, I find that Dear Diary is supersuper corny. Classic. But corny +cheesy.Whatever. My handwriting turned out pretty nice^.^ So i was writing until um 4 pages-.- Heheh. And i sign off with the time :3 Heh yknow, i picked up my old diary (number coded o.O) and im thinking whoa, 2 years back i was really angsty and err stupid. I cringe at the memory of writing in the diary itself. Pretty much hillarious. I am still angsty at times but not all the time so yay. I really am trying to be a better person. Okay why is tumblr so vulgar -.- Hmph, not helping. I hate those blogs that are full of those slutty girls posing for the camera , armed with pouty lips and middle fingers. I hate the ones with tons of pictures of buttcracks and all. Disgusting. Revolting. I don't find tall, tanned, blonde Americans donning very little clothes pretty. How do you find that pretty. -.- Society is screwed. If every girl is gonna think that THIS is society's idea of beautiful, we are going to be a world full of cheap looking girls. Not cool.

This, is my definition of pretty. MEET ELLE FANNING EVERYONE. Haha, 13 year olds shouldn't be so gorgeous >: OH AND SHE WEARS CLOTHES. And still appears in teen vouge 8)

Okay so much about being pretty,

SAYONARA.

-アリーナ

Okay, I suddenly had this jap-writing frenzy. I am so gonna pick up the langguage, my handwriting not bad k. I can memorise how to write some people's names in jap:3 I think my name easiest so little strokes. I wanted to do Yu Qian's but her name too many strokes like some angry person. SO heehee i gave up. You should see Yu Qian's interpretation of jap okay, its like when she writes her name, it's just disconected alphabets with random curly twirly strokes. So pro lah that kid. SO, I shall start a blog to help me learn jap like yknow, write my posts in jap.Shall learn from scratch:) Haha i got so pissed just now.When i write slowly, the characters turned out shitty. When I do anyhow, it looks much better. WHATSDIS. So i labelled my handwriting 'japcrap' in frustration.So irritating. Basically i wasn't in a very great mood the whole day. 3 hours of sleep the prev night did not help. Then many things were happening, vglf was being a sucker, someone was pissing me off. Like really irritating lar, can shush already or not. Make my noisy life noisier:'( ohmy, okay i write in malay k cos I don't wanna be judged for not liking this person but really, saya nak tukar tempat duduk:( I cannot stand it lar, it's the epitome of annoying. I am bugged constantly by this person like asdfghjkl. Why fasting month make me so mad one, today i cursed like there's no tomorrow in my head. I was really horrible today. No mood for anything -.- I hope I didn't show it k, I hate spreading sucky moods. And i definitely don't want to be those kind of people who treat you according to their mood-.- I hopw hope hope that even if i'm miserable or angry I don't show it alright. You can scold me if i look pissed okay. I wouldn't want people to think i'm pissed or mad. Sorry if I showed any horrible attitude in the past. I try really hard to conceal any horrible stormy emotions okay. I TRY ALRIGHT. Haha most of the time if i'm upset, I go to sleep. To spare myself/anyone else from further misery. Mostly I'd eat. But since I can't in the day now I have to resort to thinking about _____. Which works honestly. I feel so much better after that:)

Okay lar nothing much to do. ( shamelessly neglects challenge) OKAY FINE WILL GET BACK TO IT SOON. Hmmm, yeah lastly... I hate hate hate people who lie when I know the truth. Eeeyer, you assuming i am stupz is it. I AM STUPZ lah but not to the extent where I am utterly oblivious. Hmph. Have a good day >:/

Okay haha sorrryyyy. I can't help but let horrible attitude outshine me here.

Maybe i'm so tired that's why I am so touchy.

CH is changed to K in jap o.O

Okay xoxo y'all.

アリーナ (^.^)

I am so cool guise, my name does not change in jap! Haha whereas Abiegail is like Abigeiru and Ying Xuan is EI GEN. (WHERE'S THE RELATION HMM??) Okay anyway, keep in mind that I'm cool.kthxbye

I'd be super slim lor. Oh guess what, I did french fishtail braid :D Whatever you call it lah, basically fishtail using all my hair. Ha.Ha. I did it, on my own with no prior practice or teaching whatsoever. I just...figured it out :D I'm cool like that. Oh today I got a violent shock that made me go practically sick. It was just HER. She just came round the corner and my weak heart got such a violent shock. I got a heartattack+chills+tummy ache+increase blood pressure. Ohgosh. Okay shall not elaborate on what happened next heh. Yeah so basically it was pretty bad and my temp dropped and all. And I had prolonged tummy ache:( Pain man. I sound crazy but well I am so either way, I win right.K not really. (Notice how I have just blabbered randomly without making any particular sense) Sigh. If i keep it up like this, I will indirectly shorten my lifespan with all these not mini but literally major heart attacks and after shocks.

I will update when I find something that makes sense to write about.

** Oh yknow, I did a new blogskin but i dunno whether i should change:/ Hmmm and oh our snsd tumblr's inbox has been pretty active now.Someone even asked a question about why sunny is afraid of fireworks and i'm like o.O Random but heck, I did my research and answered her question HAHA. And this brazillian guy whose english quite fail and he said I am a fan of brazilian girls. Then later he said omg, i meant i am brazilian and i like snsd. TRALALA FUNNY. Seeing a filled inbox kinda makes my day(: Oh and i think we might get to our 1000 followers target faster then predicted since the follow 'metre' is going pretty fast. Give or take a few months I guess, were at 774 now.JIAYOU. And in case you were thinking, our snsd blog is kinda for gaining followers to spread the sone love. Yeahehehe. But my personal is basically for my own pleasure:) Hehe, just in case you're wondering why we are so obsessed about followers hehe

Hello sunshine :]

How gay hahaha.

The holidays have been oh so boring:/

It's like, Monday was a blastt then boredom takes over on Tuesday. I am suffering from hangover trauma. Heh. Anyway, I should really go charge my camera. Laziness always reigns in the end. How annoying. My mom said that me and my sister can go on a shopping spree after hari raya and her PSLE. Like yay can't wait. This fasting month, my dad didn't cut my allowance even though I won't be using any cash the whole month. That's good cos that will be $80 in just one month. I'm addicted to not eating nao 8D Okay so anyway, my point is, I would be super rich by the end of this month! Which also means that I can buy what I have been saving up for (and failing)! YAY. I decided that I want to keep my hair long. (Let's see if I can do this) Since I just realised that the hairdresser cut my hair really layered. The annoying part are the waves. I need my hair straight. Okay hmmm... there's really nothing much to say. OH THANKS ARINA FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFT, SO PRETTY.OH YEAH MY CHALLENGE.So here goes...

Day 6-A stranger

Hi stranger. I probably don't know you. And maybe you know me since you just landed on my blog. It would be quite creepy if someone I don't know is reading this. OH MY LIFE IS EXPOSED. (I blocked my blog from search engines in the case that my parents decided to google my name :O) Okay anyway, stranger, I hope you're having a good day. Wait, stranger is not a nice word:/ Hmm... hi fellow earthling!! I hope you are having a good day, how are you?:3 AND what brings you here on this uhm, sunny afternoon? Don't you have things to do? Hehehe, okay have a good day ahead earthling!!!

80611, a day i would remember like forever:)

Day kicked off with the ordinary National Day celebrations.

The concert this year was great though. BAND AND ANKLUNG were awesome :3

Oh and Nyra and Azfar too~

Then since we were released early, we went out of course. Everyone went to idk where. Oh most of them went scape to karaoke. HAHA TOO MAINSTREAM FOR US, SO WE WENT BOTANIC GARDENS TO CLIMB TREES + CAMWHORE. It's really fun alright, I had a blast. Never so happy before!

We were an unlikely bunch who went to an unlikely place to do unlikely things.

ARINA AND NADYA WERE SO QUIET. I think they tired haha I guess only me and Nadyah the only hyper fasting kids left :PSo reached the place by cab and CAMWHORED first thing haha.

Charmaines took turns being photographer!

The happy Nad(Y)(I)A(H) family:D

They were scared i would fall backwards. Behind got some big empty ulu place.HAHA.

INSERTS EPIC PIC! Nadyah is so good at handstand i am jealous:(

1..2..3.. *turns and flips hair like a flawless woman*

Must take cute picture first...

BEFORD UNGLAMLY CLIMBING TREES.

Arina R took 15mins of persuading to trust me before finally jumping down to the comfort of my arms. BEFORE SMARTLY DECIDING TO FLIP OVER. Haha, shall not embarass the aunty k! No picture about that one~

sexy pose

HAHA COUPLE PICC.

EX COUPLE PICC. Haha, this pic looks kinda professional:))

jumpshot. I look seriously unglam here.

Failed jumpshot! But if I didn't tell you it was a jumpshot,bet you'd think we're walking:) *COUPLE POWER*

>>CAMWHORING ON THE GRASS

Haha, we had a break. Like lay around under the tree, camwhored, (nadyah snagged a power nap),did our hair. (CHARMAINE LIM WAS LIKE HAIRDRESSER + PHOTOGRAPHER OTD \m/)

My wifeyy looks adorbz here

Oh and half the time, we were kinda seperated cos Charmaines and nadyah and me were having fun playing at the tree( go grab a 5 dollar note, the tree is there!) while nadya and arina were at the lake feeding turtles and fish bread HAHA. When we looked for them, they were staring at swans. Haha poorkids wanted air con. FYI THERE IS A LIBRARY AT BOTANIC GARDENS:O

Okay so guess, we camwhored by the lake!

Random funshots~

Okay i am done with track teachers' day cards. I spent an hour on that so i shall stop.

I am having a meltdown.



THE TITLE PEOPLE, THE TITLE.

MY LOVELY TWIN ARINA R AND I ARE GOOD AT TWO THINGS (IN PARTICULAR):



HAHA YES, I started liking (loving) LOUIS MOREEE THAN NIALL. HAHA OOPS SORRY. But meh, it's cos Louis has such a cute personality :3 SPAZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Firstly, if you are going to continue reading my blog in the near future, you will be greeted by A LOT of Niall Horan spam. NOTHING CAN STOP ME.

Labels: what makes you beautiful

Today was wonderful. I prayed for Ms Praba not to come and she didn't so it is FREE PERIOD + TEST CANCELLED! WEHEHEHE.

SO,

Labels: oh except for you

It's been an oxymoronic week, thank god it's friday. (i think the term tgif is too mainstream ,haha)



So tired:/

Labels: just remember, next time when you decide you need me ill be gone

Then again whatever i smell now might be cake. Or brownies. Idk, lazy to check hmmhmm.

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Hmm, i changed my blogskin. What do you think? Personolised it myself okay heehee. Idk leh, is it better? It's actually Nadyah's blogskin. ^.^ Tell me what you think alright, then I can decide whether or not to use my other blogskin. DID YOU KNOW, modifying blogskins are so fun:3 haha kthxbye