I cried okay, I honestly felt myself break apart when I watched him cry :'(
Holiday tomorrow!(:
Went out with my sister yesterday, I have since recovered(:
Oh and guess what,my sister got 271 for her psle lol. Byebye to having a sister in Crescent :L She's apparently headed to RGS:/
Happy for her, without a doubt.
Anyway, Up All Night has been playing in the car :D My mom's okay with the album but my dad is like ._.
meanie. Still, the fact that he allowed me to play the album is good enough hehe. Still brooding over the fact that Moments and Stand Up are in the yearbook version.
Maryam got nadya, nadyah and me bracelets from Spain:D
And Nadyah said she got me something from Down Under too :D
Haha, and so did Charmaine actually ((: You guys didn't have to bother, really! All i want is y'all to be back safe, with good memories :-) No, really, there isn't a need to get me anything.
I'm headed to boring ol' KL, so beats me what I'm getting as souvenirs. Maryam did mention bringing halal subway lololol.
Nothing much to say, I have been in a good mood lately. Not really, but a decent enough mood :)
I watched the 1D documentary and omg I cried when Harry cried okay. What's with haters? Harry wasn't shit at all and omgggg he cried:'( My heart broke to a million pieces :/ Sigh. The part where they were all at Harry's dad's bungalow in Chesire was super cute though! I loved it when Nialler, Liam and Louis were trying to wake Harry and Zayn up. ( Who were asleep on a bed together :p) Niall with his guitar trololol. and they were all making up lyrics about driving two miles to get mcdonalds for breakfast. So cute :') And when Liam just started to jump on the bed Zayn tried to kick him off :P Not to mention when they were all swimming topless :DAnd singing Gotta Be You together in the living room.. My sister and I were joking about them being the topless five. See, we had lunch at swensens and were ordering ice-cream and there's this combo on the menu (why am i saying this,you guys should already know but well...) called Topless 5 where there's five flavours blahblahblah. So hehehe we got instantly reminded of them swimming topless!:D
Oh apparently, my dad likes wmyb. Caught him humming to it thrice.speaks for something, don't it?
Won't be updating til a week. So, see you 'til then! Everyone take care of yourselves and don't fall sick!<3
x
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder whenever I'm near you...
Here's living proof that I've got the album lol. I treasure it so much I walk around with it. #unhealthy
omfg. I just got a heart attack okay. I uploaded my picture on tumblr cos Louis was doing this 1dalbumpicturefollowthing where you upload a pic of yourself with the album and he'd follow you and thennn this major sweet tumblr girl said I was pretty. Too much for my heart ok, i've never had this said to me and . For the past weeks all people have been telling me is that i'm fat and ugly so this made me feel better. Although, she probably said it out of niceness. BECAUSE I CHEATED. I used webcam which has shit quality, I black and whited the photo and I used my bangs to cover my eyes. And the album to conceal most of my face. AHA. but no, end of the day, i am still hideous and ugly and fat.
Anyway, down with the flu bug. BLEH. Apparently it's been my sleeping at 4am everyday thing. Need to reschedule meet-up with yq,abie and yx. omg i'm so sorry!!!Oh and btw,it's official. I've got insomnia and eating disorder. Not as in starving myself kind of disorder, it's the weird eating patterns kind. One moment i'm binging and the next i am kinda trying to not eat. Ah whatever lah, I really couldn't care less, it's not like I'm dying. And I have been eating a lot mostly. :L So i am alive and growing horizontally. All's good.
Oh I bumped into Sonali and Marianne at 313 Somerset two days ago and I feel genuinely bad. I really don't think I will not quit track:/ I'm sorry if i've let anyone down by giving up. Sonali said that if i left, the 4X100 team will be screwed up. I know that if i leave, there will be no team at all especially if Charmaine leaves too. But come on, you guys can put together a new team and you'd do terrific. I'm not needed at all for the success of the team. By leaving, its one less burden for everyone and well, for me too. Personally, I've kinda had it with um, running. And coach too. There's so much one can take, no? Yeah, I didn't tell them this but here's the real reason. All I said was my grades are in jeopardy:LThat's not the main reason and I kind of lied. If any of you are reading this, I am genuinely sorry.Really sorry.
That was sadish. Oh well, what to do. That's life for you. One moment things are going all steady and the next, you hit rock-bottom. Bye guys! It's4am already! x
I got it. I paid more for it but i got it. I've got UP ALL NIGHT IN HARDCOPY.
I don't care about waiting for official release date in Singapore ok, I will NOT wait til February.
Pays :') i can't believe I've got them in hardcopy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh still fangirling.
By the way, if you guys are waiting for official release, you guys are actually getting local ver. So getting uk imported album is much better right?:-)UK guys, UK. I listened to the leaked album before this hehe, but so what, Stan said that Directioners are getting the album anyway. THE SONGS ARE A+ . Memorised the lyrics already trololol. I wanted yearbook but the store couldn't secure stock. So, Moments and Stand Upare not there:(Met up with Emira and got the album. Fangirled like crazy when we saw it, we were getting prepared to kill someone if it's sold out. Apparently, it's limited stock so we were so nervous. HEHE EXCITING. Look at these boyfriends:
Had bubblegum ice-cream at cold rock, so yummy! Short outing but super fun. I'm going on a holiday next week. When I got back, I wasn't feeling well. Down with the flu. Scared that my outing tomorrow is in jeopardy. Nadya's in hospital after surgery,stupid doc acidentally cut her mouth.SUE THEM OMG. Miss her. So many of le homies are in another continent, miss them so much. Ah well, 'till then guys!
Anyway, been listening to Lego House. Such a nice song. I had to throw a book at my sister who said it's a crap song. She has no taste lol.
DERP SHIT. I've been looking at my old posts and one thing's for sure: I was a cringey, ultra-disgusting, revolting, brainless idiot in Sec 1. Brb. Deleting old posts. So cringey I can't stand it.
Yuck yuck yuck. How did you guys put up with me man? The way I spell things, the abbreviations I used, the way I typed, the way I coloured my text ohgod someone put a gun to my head thanks.
Oh dear, there's been so much hate lately on 'fans' who don't follow all the boys on twitter. I mean, sure, it's kinda awkward to say you like a band yet you follow just say, one member? Like whatsthatallabout.Harry has about 900 000 followers but Niall has like 500 000? And for the record, Harry has more followers on his account than the One Direction account. If that's the case, these people should call themselves Harry fans instead. It's not a nice thing and all that BUT SERIOUSLY, CAN WE PLEASE HAVE LESS HATE IN THIS WORLD? It's not like we don't have enough spite on this planet. People are just finding reasons to not like somebody. It's ridiculous.Learn to love people. Even if they follow just 1/5 of One Direction. Hehe.
I'm getting worried about Harry. He was on vocal rest a few days back, he's been coughing like an old man (click to see him cough lol)in recent videos and interviews, he said he had a sore throat AND he's getting so skinny :c worried. Heard they put him on a diet. Dear 1D management, please don't put any of them on a diet, thanks.
Today, I spent the most of the morning reading Harry Potter books. Funny that I never seem to get bored of it. I can read the whole book and feel like I have never read it. It captures my attention so much. My theory? There's too many facts in the book that I end up forgetting what happened. So in other words, I am refreshing my memory.
Speaking of which, I have become even more forgetful in recent weeks. Should I be worried? Just yesterday my mother reminded me to do something and I forgot whatever she said the next minute. What's this, chronic temporary amnesia? If there's such a thing...
Ah well. Oh, click here and don't tell me you didn't get a scare. HAHA.
Did you know that almonds + nutella tastes like heaven?*.*
Hehe. That's all.Bye!
p.s i'm just kidding about throwing a book at my sister. Violence is no way to solve problems, even if it involves injustice towards a song you love.
p.p.s (or p.s.s ,whatever works) Shall be taking a break from blogging. Be back in um, two or three says tops. x
I redid my blogskin. It's cleaner now. Okay what happened was, I got bored and changed it and stuff but I didn't personalize it so much. BUDDEN, the posts started to end up messy so for a moment there my blog looked like shit. So I have modified the settings such that you can only read one post at a time. And the archives are now daily instead of monthly. It's necessary so that the posts don't go haywire again :( Meanwhile, I shall come up with a solution soon. Good luck with my messed up layout:/ And if you are reading this,you should know that my url has been changed. I am not sure if i'll stick to it though. I had a few others in mind but decided to use this first. What d'you think?
omg the performance was so flawless *.* Harry's high note is just flawless. And the other fun part was when Louis got a confetti in his mouth :D He pulled it out so casually like it happened all the time. And i love louis for making Harry feel so awkward at the X-tra factor lolololol. First time I saw Haz get kinda pissed at Louis hehe. Louis: -le giggles- Harry:What? Seriously man. Louis:You're just so distracted man! Everything you say is just like uh... ___ Olly: Which girl do you fancy most Harry? Harry:Erm... Louis: Caroline ___ I loveee the fact that Harry skipped Caroline and hugged Olly first. OH THE AWKWARDNESS :'D And Caroline was just standing there like... And Harry was coughing and stroking his cheek the whole time. Cute. Lesson is, don't go 'round kissing girls fifteen years older than you. End of.
Anyway, I have been avoiding twitter and facebook because I am too lazy to login and make contact with the human world :P Meanwhile, I am still studying and derping on the laptop.All's good:)
He is stating the very obvious. The only thing is, LEEUHM FINALLY SPELT EVERY WORD CORRECTLY IN THIS TWEET!:D We need to celebrate lol.
Haha besides that honest tweet, I have absolutely nothing to say. Oh i slept at 4am :-}D record haha. Woke up at 7 and derped on tumblah. And now, I am revising bio. Studying gives me the oh-i-am-finally-doing-something-with-my-life feeling. It feels way good. I can't believe I am actually studying. We need to celebrate :')
And my notes are so neat too. Don't know what happened, oh yes it happened. Sorry Cher, I altered your lyrics to fit the occasion.
homeostasis-maintenance if internal conditions/environment
protoplasm- living contents of a cell
I am having fun learning the cheem, foreign terms :>
This is so unlike me. I hope it keeps up when school actually starts:/ Knowing me, i'll probably get bored of learning new scientific terms in say, a week?omg no, i hope it dosen't happen. Or else I will have to sing the original lyrics. Oh no what happened, Don't know what happened. Ha, okay this is a sign I have been listening to Superhero a little bit too much.
Hi so i studied a bit of math today :-) Indices is a pretty okay topic!YEHH still bio-ing. centrioles-plays an important part in cell-dividion
Right now I'm waiting for the boys to appear on xfactor. They're performing GBY. omg i can't wait for Harry's high note. I wanna see his face when he's at it >:) Need to use a livestream to watch it :( Why dosen't channel 5 air uk x factor ugh. The Sats are performing on xfactor next next week and i'll need livestream to watch it too. Can't wait!
Needtuhpeeneedtuhpeeneedtuhpeee. I hear Ariana Grande's voice haha. I'm serious, I really need to pee. Gotta be you go.
Ey poppets<3
The owl here. Yep, blogging at 1 am today. again. Ngah cramps.
oh i am currently listening to Another World. It's amazing. Because finally, ALL the boys have solos. Meaning yes, LOU and NIALLER HAVE SOLOS.
Le dead.
Today I went to this company function (my dad's company, I don't work).
And it was so uhh boring. Then we went to Jurong Bird Park lol. Anyway, my wish to do something really fun this year is fulfilled 'cos apparently, two birds were perched on me fingers. AND HERE'S THE FUN PART: This cutesy parrot decided to perch on me head :-}D And later three birdies decided to perch on my head. Why? Because I had food. Hehe.Bird food. Oh, fun, fun times. And no, unlike my squirmy sister I didn't flinch :D I like having parrots on my headdd :-P It's fun knowing that you are of actually some use. I hope the parrot was comfortable on my head. Luckily it didn't excrete biochemical waste. I am currently revising bio :-) Must get geared up for next year! Nothing much to say to be honest... I'd really love a pet flamingo.
Alrighty, shall study :) EH, Arina and Abiegail, I have your prezzies! D: When are we meeting again? And I heard Nicolette is opening a shirt shop (if i am not wrong?) Is it a blogshop? Haha i have no idea, so out of touch but anyway, the best of luck babe! Tell me when you're done, I shall buy something :-)
p.s niggas. I'm back. It's almost 4am and I am awake because I think I have a sleeping disorder. Want to hear a random conversation I had with myself?
Me: welp, i am starving, what do I do?
me:eat.
Me:Besides eating.
me:Starve Talking to myself dosen't help apparently. Ohsweetbabycakes, i am hungry. Oh, just been to wifey's blog and i pissed my pants looking at her picture with contacts on. MY GOD BABE, YOU ARE AWSDCFVGBHNJMJNHBGVTFCDES BEAUTIFUL. Whoever who's said otherwise are 1)jealous 2)stupid 3)blind And anyway, i've always said you'd look great with/without your glasses. ANDDDD, i'll miss you when you leave sg. fml.
one last thing:
This boy is so weird it makes me love him more.
I have been having this innate desire to visit Surfer's Paradise again :'( [In Gold Coast, Australia. Just in case you think I want to surf, in which I don't and can't and won't try] I miss it so much. The sand is so soft it feels like fluff, literally and the water's so cold and blue. And ohymgosh the seagulls:') I miss the seagulls. I miss everything about Australian beaches. The smell of seawater and the cool breeze. Sigh. The only thing I'd say I don't like about Australia is the boys who play rugby on the shore. Have I told you guys this before? Well apparently I got thwacked in the head with the rugby ball while I was building sandcastles. And they didn't apologise lololol. Sad. It hurt for awhile.
Being thwacked in the head aside, I'm blogging at this weird hour since I probably won't have the time to blog when the sun comes out. Just had two cups of tea, it's becoming an addiction. Hmm, I just need some jam scones. Or shortbead.
Funny, i'd usually be able to ramble on when i drink tea but somehow today, I can't seem to think of anything besides sandy shores, crashing waves, seashells, rugby balls, seagulls and shortbread.
Oh and i am still currently listening to The Saturdays, just saying. And oh you guys should listen to Olly Murs :) I doubt anyone would appreciate his music though, I seem to be the only one who likes Olly :c
Well,
I swear I am not sad at the moment, I just came across this and it's exactly what I feel when I actually am sad so in a way, it's relevant. But as of now, i swear to god that I am not sad. Not sad at all. In fact, I am quite contented.
So, my thoughts have been pretty muddled recently. I just have been unable to put down my thoughts without making them seem like a messy string of words. So I shall try my best to write a well-thought and unrandom post. I shall not make my mind stray. Yay. Okay, it just did.
I'm sat here 1:39 am in the morning on blogger since I have nothing much to do. I can't sleep because I am mentally wide awake although my body is screaming "Get your fat butt off the chair and go to sleep". I fixed myself some supper:) Tea, bread with butter and some brown rice rings. Don't get deceived by the healthiness of brown rice. These rings are good stuff, thanks to their cheddar seasoning.Yum. I love tea. Calms the nerves.
Damn. Random thoughts again.
I have been listening to The Saturdays again! I forgot how much I love them. I personally find Una the prettiest. She's super-perfect pretty and I see why she's the favorite but my favorite would be Frankie. Besides the fact that Harry fancies her and the fact that she has a striking resemblance to Louis, I think she's really gorgeous but not perfect-gorgeous. I don't appreciate perfection when it comes to beauty. It makes people look unnatural. It must be really unreal to be super pretty to the point of perfect, right? Yeah that's Una. She's ddg. (Drop dead gorgeous). Mollie, Rochelle and Vanessa are pretty too. They're all really talented. It's quite scary how perfect a girlband they are. How much prettier can anyone get?
I have also been listening to a lot Olly Murs, Belle Amie, Ed Sheran (yay Lego House aired on radio!), Cher Lloyd (With Ur Love has been airing for some time whee), the Script and McFly. Noticed anything? Yup, you guessed it. They're all British-Irish artists. I'm not being biased, I've pretty much got a thing for british-irish artists/bands for years. Their songs are really quality.
I've gotten Gotta Be You on replay for some time now, haven't quite gotten over the lovely music video.
Oh and this year's X-factor is really screwed.
1)Ashley quits The Risk and is replaced by Ashford from Nu Vibe. (Cue the what-in-the-world look)
2)The Risk gets ousted
3)Rythmix changes their name to Little Mix (Cue weird looks again.)
4)Janet Devlin dyes her hair orange in a bid to 'stand-out' (Say what)
5)Misha B gets accused of bullying
6)Kitty Brucknell gets pretty far in the competition (Me no likey diva wannabes) 7) Frankie quits X Factor (Louis is gonna be dead upset, seeing that he's a really enthusiastic fan)
Frankie quitting has been the most screwed event out of all the screwed events. I really liked him:( I had really high hopes for X Factor 2011 seeing that most of the contestant have a lot of talent.
And now two of my favorites aren't in anymore and Janet has gone through a personality change atop the hair-colour change. I don't feel like following it anymore :/ Ah but well, One Direction will be performing on the show soon and so are The Saturdays:D And Cher performed just last week. So there's still some stuff worth watching but welp, this year is all drama and nothing else.
Yay. Hasn't my writing been really consistent?:D It's not random ramblings no more yeah? I've spent 30 minutes thinking through my words. And spelling everything properly. My mind is less jumbled now whoo~
Okay now, it's been a good night. I thought I should've done something productive like I don't know, read? But i've read all my books and now, The Chrysalids awaits me. Sigh. That story is confusing. Okay now, It's 2am and I shall stop here!
p.s: frankie sanford is not frankie coccoza. hehe.
oh just imagine if Harry's surname takes after his mom. HARRY COX LOLOLOLOLOLOL. bet Lou would love that. *scoffs*
I changed my tumblr url :) Just so you know. I shall change my blog url too. For one thing, it's too sugary. For another, I've gotten over my cotton candy obsession AND I have also drank enough bad bubbleteas to be put off the drink for awhile...
Been listening to The Saturdays. yay british bands >:)
I see why Harry likes Frankie. She looks exactly like Lou. Lolol. And she's pretty too.
Did you guys like le Louis gifs on my previous post? HEHE.
Hmm, nothing much to say. Just trying to keep this blog alive~
GBY mv finally came out! Waited for 40 mins yesterday to find that vevo blocked some countries outside the uk. Arse. But now we can all watch it on vevo, so i take back all the death threats and all's good:) Kidding.
DIED. I DIED DIED DIED DIED.
I keep dying. And it's their fault. Why must they look so perfect. Why?Why? Louis looks so sexy omgah. And i trolled when Harry rode on the scooter. haha why so cute.
i almost lost his picture yesterday. I was going " Shit where's Harry?"
I am eccentric, I know.
By the way, i found him under my bed.lolol.
I shall do some Ariana Grande edits! She's so perfect. DIMPLES GUYS, DIMPLES. She and Harry should get together. LOL NO. I swear i envy people with dimples so muchhhh.
It's like you're automatically attractive when you have dimples.
And cheekbones.
Alright now...
Mia-ed because i had no mood to update. I think i went into depression on friday. My mom was mad at me lol. Oh, i got into S1 and my reaction?
Okay wait, for a moment there I thought I was dead. Everyone's got close friends in their new classes and i'm like meep. But i did get the combination i want so...
Then training was disastrous. I had 2 hours of sleep, rushed to gombak at 7 am to find that coach DOSENT WANT US TO BE THERE. Oh, and did i mention? He said i gained weight and that i'm chubby and well yeah, in a sense: i'm fudgecaking FAT, ok?
ok at first i was like damn, crunches not helping. Then i was like, shit, i knew it. Too much snacking.
Not going to lie, it felt like a slap in the face. But then after some thought, coach is not exactly model-skinny anyway.
I may be fat but hey, you're ugly. Like personality wise. I think it's rude to call people ugly by their appearance like it's not for you to judge and everyone's beautiful in their own way ya da ya da. But seeing as he is a hopeless case, he's pretty much ugly in out. I'm sorry for saying this. But it's true.
But i've decided, i am not going to turn up for training anymore. Or i'd get scolded for coming. again. My parents have been telling me to quit. But i don't want to disappoint anybody. If i quit and Charmaine quits,there will be no 4X100m team. But they were like, if i keep not wanting disappoint everybody else, I will end up disappointing myself. I've had it with track. My passion for running has died. I see that i'm not wanted there. So who cares. I've given up all hopes of getting a medal. This year's timings have been encouraging, i thought maybe by next year I can reach my goals but I have no energy to achieve anything in track anymore. Obvious thing to do is quit. I'm scared that i'll make a wrong decision but i have a feeling I can't stick around any longer or i'll get into depression. kidding. I think i've made a decision.
Moving on...
I've been sleeping with a picture of Harry recently. I'm weird, go ahead. Judge me. I sing to him every night too. Makes me feel a lot better.lol.i have been so so so tired recently. Physically and mentally drained out. I wonder why~ Tired to move and tired to think. Hehe.
Oh by the way, tea is delicious.
Kidding, it's not brand new information. I'm being sarcastic towards myself.
Alrighty, bye guys.
The following sentences will be utterly random, with no link whatsoever to the next...
Just went to le shop to get ice-cream and skittles:)
my dad said he got me something from uniqlo. It better be good haha :)
Uh i printed a picture of Haz 'cos I had nothing better to do.lol.
I spent hours reading 'What Alice Forgot'. Alice has amnesia and the book is so sad, for the first time I felt like crying while reading omg.
Iv'e had One Thing on replay for three whole days. I know it's just a preview but i shall say this again: IT'S 30 SECONDS OF FRIGGIN HEAVEN.
Enough of random snippets of what i did, here's what I was up to from 1-3 am this morning :p
I stayed up to uh slack lah. And Charmaine Yee who has taken over Boy Thunder's place while he's at reservis will be talking to One Direction soon :o i am so pissed omg she's the worst deejay ever D: if you listen in, you'll know what i mean. She's annoying and dosen't let people request their songs :o WASTE MONEY TO CALL ONLY LA. Like, she'd play whatever song she feels like playing instead of whatever's requested. It bugs me, i mean omg, the caller's cash is just wasted. I feel so bad for them :o
Yeah oh and i finally did the reflection i owed my mom from weeks ago. lol yes, i was told to do a reflection haha sad life. Okay but i mean, it's okay since I hate me .I needed to do some reflecting, I haven't been the best person this year. I've been horrible. Character-wise and academic-wise. So yeah:)
Okay thing is, I didn't mean for the reflection to be funny. But it made my mom laugh. I can't help it, when i write, i feel the need to add something witty. I ended up signing the letter off in 20 different langguages including Catalan and Bulgarian. I don't know why I felt the need to. And i felt posh so I titled the reflection in french. I didn't need to but it was necessary then. I think I was high from listening to One Thing a thousand times. And i also drew my mom a stickman portrait of One Direction singing to her. i single handedly skipped drawing their clothes :D But anyway, she found it funny AND she started being super nice to me omg. Just see what a bit of One Direction can do? PURE MAJIC. MAJIC, I TELL YOU.
Went for math thingum today. Boring shizzles. Can't believe I paid $20 to solve mindless puzzles. But well, i spent quite some time with Jane Nin and Charmaine and Linn so all's good. Bumped into Maryam on the way home...
jane nin says i look like Louis in my twitter dp omg haha i trolled okay.
Thank you, i look most masculine :>
Okay haha it's been an okay day but i feel so tired i can't do a single push up which is insane since I did 20 at 3am in this morning. Must be because I got up at 5am this morning and had to go to school. sigh.
AND TRAINING'S AT 7AM IN THE MORNING, DON'T TELL ME COACH ATE BLUE CHEESE AND HAD ALL HIS CELLS DESTROYED D:
maybe he did have blue cheese.No other explanation for signs of insanity.I mean, just take me as an example. I didn't think i'd have the guts to hand in such a trolling reflection to my mom but i did. Without thinking. And i have been spaced out lately. Like one moment i was thinking hard about something and the next second, I can't remember a thing.I only remember thinking very profoundly.
So guys, if i haven't emphasized enough, don't eat blue cheese. it's the wisest thing you'll ever do.
I don't care if you think it's a joke. I swear it's for your own good ok.
and omg yay people are starting to text me :D I celebrated with some skittles lol.
(Thus my trip to the shop)
I cried okay, I honestly felt myself break apart when I watched him cry :'(
Holiday tomorrow!(:
Went out with my sister yesterday, I have since recovered(:
Oh and guess what,my sister got 271 for her psle lol. Byebye to having a sister in Crescent :L She's apparently headed to RGS:/
Happy for her, without a doubt.
Anyway, Up All Night has been playing in the car :D My mom's okay with the album but my dad is like ._.
meanie. Still, the fact that he allowed me to play the album is good enough hehe. Still brooding over the fact that Moments and Stand Up are in the yearbook version.
Maryam got nadya, nadyah and me bracelets from Spain:D
And Nadyah said she got me something from Down Under too :D
Haha, and so did Charmaine actually ((: You guys didn't have to bother, really! All i want is y'all to be back safe, with good memories :-) No, really, there isn't a need to get me anything.
I'm headed to boring ol' KL, so beats me what I'm getting as souvenirs. Maryam did mention bringing halal subway lololol.
Nothing much to say, I have been in a good mood lately. Not really, but a decent enough mood :)
I watched the 1D documentary and omg I cried when Harry cried okay. What's with haters? Harry wasn't shit at all and omgggg he cried:'( My heart broke to a million pieces :/ Sigh. The part where they were all at Harry's dad's bungalow in Chesire was super cute though! I loved it when Nialler, Liam and Louis were trying to wake Harry and Zayn up. ( Who were asleep on a bed together :p) Niall with his guitar trololol. and they were all making up lyrics about driving two miles to get mcdonalds for breakfast. So cute :') And when Liam just started to jump on the bed Zayn tried to kick him off :P Not to mention when they were all swimming topless :DAnd singing Gotta Be You together in the living room.. My sister and I were joking about them being the topless five. See, we had lunch at swensens and were ordering ice-cream and there's this combo on the menu (why am i saying this,you guys should already know but well...) called Topless 5 where there's five flavours blahblahblah. So hehehe we got instantly reminded of them swimming topless!:D
Oh apparently, my dad likes wmyb. Caught him humming to it thrice.speaks for something, don't it?
Won't be updating til a week. So, see you 'til then! Everyone take care of yourselves and don't fall sick!<3
x
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder whenever I'm near you...
Here's living proof that I've got the album lol. I treasure it so much I walk around with it. #unhealthy
omfg. I just got a heart attack okay. I uploaded my picture on tumblr cos Louis was doing this 1dalbumpicturefollowthing where you upload a pic of yourself with the album and he'd follow you and thennn this major sweet tumblr girl said I was pretty. Too much for my heart ok, i've never had this said to me and . For the past weeks all people have been telling me is that i'm fat and ugly so this made me feel better. Although, she probably said it out of niceness. BECAUSE I CHEATED. I used webcam which has shit quality, I black and whited the photo and I used my bangs to cover my eyes. And the album to conceal most of my face. AHA. but no, end of the day, i am still hideous and ugly and fat.
Anyway, down with the flu bug. BLEH. Apparently it's been my sleeping at 4am everyday thing. Need to reschedule meet-up with yq,abie and yx. omg i'm so sorry!!!Oh and btw,it's official. I've got insomnia and eating disorder. Not as in starving myself kind of disorder, it's the weird eating patterns kind. One moment i'm binging and the next i am kinda trying to not eat. Ah whatever lah, I really couldn't care less, it's not like I'm dying. And I have been eating a lot mostly. :L So i am alive and growing horizontally. All's good.
Oh I bumped into Sonali and Marianne at 313 Somerset two days ago and I feel genuinely bad. I really don't think I will not quit track:/ I'm sorry if i've let anyone down by giving up. Sonali said that if i left, the 4X100 team will be screwed up. I know that if i leave, there will be no team at all especially if Charmaine leaves too. But come on, you guys can put together a new team and you'd do terrific. I'm not needed at all for the success of the team. By leaving, its one less burden for everyone and well, for me too. Personally, I've kinda had it with um, running. And coach too. There's so much one can take, no? Yeah, I didn't tell them this but here's the real reason. All I said was my grades are in jeopardy:LThat's not the main reason and I kind of lied. If any of you are reading this, I am genuinely sorry.Really sorry.
That was sadish. Oh well, what to do. That's life for you. One moment things are going all steady and the next, you hit rock-bottom. Bye guys! It's4am already! x
I got it. I paid more for it but i got it. I've got UP ALL NIGHT IN HARDCOPY.
I don't care about waiting for official release date in Singapore ok, I will NOT wait til February.
Pays :') i can't believe I've got them in hardcopy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh still fangirling.
By the way, if you guys are waiting for official release, you guys are actually getting local ver. So getting uk imported album is much better right?:-)UK guys, UK. I listened to the leaked album before this hehe, but so what, Stan said that Directioners are getting the album anyway. THE SONGS ARE A+ . Memorised the lyrics already trololol. I wanted yearbook but the store couldn't secure stock. So, Moments and Stand Upare not there:(Met up with Emira and got the album. Fangirled like crazy when we saw it, we were getting prepared to kill someone if it's sold out. Apparently, it's limited stock so we were so nervous. HEHE EXCITING. Look at these boyfriends:
Had bubblegum ice-cream at cold rock, so yummy! Short outing but super fun. I'm going on a holiday next week. When I got back, I wasn't feeling well. Down with the flu. Scared that my outing tomorrow is in jeopardy. Nadya's in hospital after surgery,stupid doc acidentally cut her mouth.SUE THEM OMG. Miss her. So many of le homies are in another continent, miss them so much. Ah well, 'till then guys!
Anyway, been listening to Lego House. Such a nice song. I had to throw a book at my sister who said it's a crap song. She has no taste lol.
DERP SHIT. I've been looking at my old posts and one thing's for sure: I was a cringey, ultra-disgusting, revolting, brainless idiot in Sec 1. Brb. Deleting old posts. So cringey I can't stand it.
Yuck yuck yuck. How did you guys put up with me man? The way I spell things, the abbreviations I used, the way I typed, the way I coloured my text ohgod someone put a gun to my head thanks.
Oh dear, there's been so much hate lately on 'fans' who don't follow all the boys on twitter. I mean, sure, it's kinda awkward to say you like a band yet you follow just say, one member? Like whatsthatallabout.Harry has about 900 000 followers but Niall has like 500 000? And for the record, Harry has more followers on his account than the One Direction account. If that's the case, these people should call themselves Harry fans instead. It's not a nice thing and all that BUT SERIOUSLY, CAN WE PLEASE HAVE LESS HATE IN THIS WORLD? It's not like we don't have enough spite on this planet. People are just finding reasons to not like somebody. It's ridiculous.Learn to love people. Even if they follow just 1/5 of One Direction. Hehe.
I'm getting worried about Harry. He was on vocal rest a few days back, he's been coughing like an old man (click to see him cough lol)in recent videos and interviews, he said he had a sore throat AND he's getting so skinny :c worried. Heard they put him on a diet. Dear 1D management, please don't put any of them on a diet, thanks.
Today, I spent the most of the morning reading Harry Potter books. Funny that I never seem to get bored of it. I can read the whole book and feel like I have never read it. It captures my attention so much. My theory? There's too many facts in the book that I end up forgetting what happened. So in other words, I am refreshing my memory.
Speaking of which, I have become even more forgetful in recent weeks. Should I be worried? Just yesterday my mother reminded me to do something and I forgot whatever she said the next minute. What's this, chronic temporary amnesia? If there's such a thing...
Ah well. Oh, click here and don't tell me you didn't get a scare. HAHA.
Did you know that almonds + nutella tastes like heaven?*.*
Hehe. That's all.Bye!
p.s i'm just kidding about throwing a book at my sister. Violence is no way to solve problems, even if it involves injustice towards a song you love.
p.p.s (or p.s.s ,whatever works) Shall be taking a break from blogging. Be back in um, two or three says tops. x
I redid my blogskin. It's cleaner now. Okay what happened was, I got bored and changed it and stuff but I didn't personalize it so much. BUDDEN, the posts started to end up messy so for a moment there my blog looked like shit. So I have modified the settings such that you can only read one post at a time. And the archives are now daily instead of monthly. It's necessary so that the posts don't go haywire again :( Meanwhile, I shall come up with a solution soon. Good luck with my messed up layout:/ And if you are reading this,you should know that my url has been changed. I am not sure if i'll stick to it though. I had a few others in mind but decided to use this first. What d'you think?
omg the performance was so flawless *.* Harry's high note is just flawless. And the other fun part was when Louis got a confetti in his mouth :D He pulled it out so casually like it happened all the time. And i love louis for making Harry feel so awkward at the X-tra factor lolololol. First time I saw Haz get kinda pissed at Louis hehe. Louis: -le giggles- Harry:What? Seriously man. Louis:You're just so distracted man! Everything you say is just like uh... ___ Olly: Which girl do you fancy most Harry? Harry:Erm... Louis: Caroline ___ I loveee the fact that Harry skipped Caroline and hugged Olly first. OH THE AWKWARDNESS :'D And Caroline was just standing there like... And Harry was coughing and stroking his cheek the whole time. Cute. Lesson is, don't go 'round kissing girls fifteen years older than you. End of.
Anyway, I have been avoiding twitter and facebook because I am too lazy to login and make contact with the human world :P Meanwhile, I am still studying and derping on the laptop.All's good:)
He is stating the very obvious. The only thing is, LEEUHM FINALLY SPELT EVERY WORD CORRECTLY IN THIS TWEET!:D We need to celebrate lol.
Haha besides that honest tweet, I have absolutely nothing to say. Oh i slept at 4am :-}D record haha. Woke up at 7 and derped on tumblah. And now, I am revising bio. Studying gives me the oh-i-am-finally-doing-something-with-my-life feeling. It feels way good. I can't believe I am actually studying. We need to celebrate :')
And my notes are so neat too. Don't know what happened, oh yes it happened. Sorry Cher, I altered your lyrics to fit the occasion.
homeostasis-maintenance if internal conditions/environment
protoplasm- living contents of a cell
I am having fun learning the cheem, foreign terms :>
This is so unlike me. I hope it keeps up when school actually starts:/ Knowing me, i'll probably get bored of learning new scientific terms in say, a week?omg no, i hope it dosen't happen. Or else I will have to sing the original lyrics. Oh no what happened, Don't know what happened. Ha, okay this is a sign I have been listening to Superhero a little bit too much.
Hi so i studied a bit of math today :-) Indices is a pretty okay topic!YEHH still bio-ing. centrioles-plays an important part in cell-dividion
Right now I'm waiting for the boys to appear on xfactor. They're performing GBY. omg i can't wait for Harry's high note. I wanna see his face when he's at it >:) Need to use a livestream to watch it :( Why dosen't channel 5 air uk x factor ugh. The Sats are performing on xfactor next next week and i'll need livestream to watch it too. Can't wait!
Needtuhpeeneedtuhpeeneedtuhpeee. I hear Ariana Grande's voice haha. I'm serious, I really need to pee. Gotta be you go.
Ey poppets<3
The owl here. Yep, blogging at 1 am today. again. Ngah cramps.
oh i am currently listening to Another World. It's amazing. Because finally, ALL the boys have solos. Meaning yes, LOU and NIALLER HAVE SOLOS.
Le dead.
Today I went to this company function (my dad's company, I don't work).
And it was so uhh boring. Then we went to Jurong Bird Park lol. Anyway, my wish to do something really fun this year is fulfilled 'cos apparently, two birds were perched on me fingers. AND HERE'S THE FUN PART: This cutesy parrot decided to perch on me head :-}D And later three birdies decided to perch on my head. Why? Because I had food. Hehe.Bird food. Oh, fun, fun times. And no, unlike my squirmy sister I didn't flinch :D I like having parrots on my headdd :-P It's fun knowing that you are of actually some use. I hope the parrot was comfortable on my head. Luckily it didn't excrete biochemical waste. I am currently revising bio :-) Must get geared up for next year! Nothing much to say to be honest... I'd really love a pet flamingo.
Alrighty, shall study :) EH, Arina and Abiegail, I have your prezzies! D: When are we meeting again? And I heard Nicolette is opening a shirt shop (if i am not wrong?) Is it a blogshop? Haha i have no idea, so out of touch but anyway, the best of luck babe! Tell me when you're done, I shall buy something :-)
p.s niggas. I'm back. It's almost 4am and I am awake because I think I have a sleeping disorder. Want to hear a random conversation I had with myself?
Me: welp, i am starving, what do I do?
me:eat.
Me:Besides eating.
me:Starve Talking to myself dosen't help apparently. Ohsweetbabycakes, i am hungry. Oh, just been to wifey's blog and i pissed my pants looking at her picture with contacts on. MY GOD BABE, YOU ARE AWSDCFVGBHNJMJNHBGVTFCDES BEAUTIFUL. Whoever who's said otherwise are 1)jealous 2)stupid 3)blind And anyway, i've always said you'd look great with/without your glasses. ANDDDD, i'll miss you when you leave sg. fml.
one last thing:
This boy is so weird it makes me love him more.
I have been having this innate desire to visit Surfer's Paradise again :'( [In Gold Coast, Australia. Just in case you think I want to surf, in which I don't and can't and won't try] I miss it so much. The sand is so soft it feels like fluff, literally and the water's so cold and blue. And ohymgosh the seagulls:') I miss the seagulls. I miss everything about Australian beaches. The smell of seawater and the cool breeze. Sigh. The only thing I'd say I don't like about Australia is the boys who play rugby on the shore. Have I told you guys this before? Well apparently I got thwacked in the head with the rugby ball while I was building sandcastles. And they didn't apologise lololol. Sad. It hurt for awhile.
Being thwacked in the head aside, I'm blogging at this weird hour since I probably won't have the time to blog when the sun comes out. Just had two cups of tea, it's becoming an addiction. Hmm, I just need some jam scones. Or shortbead.
Funny, i'd usually be able to ramble on when i drink tea but somehow today, I can't seem to think of anything besides sandy shores, crashing waves, seashells, rugby balls, seagulls and shortbread.
Oh and i am still currently listening to The Saturdays, just saying. And oh you guys should listen to Olly Murs :) I doubt anyone would appreciate his music though, I seem to be the only one who likes Olly :c
Well,
I swear I am not sad at the moment, I just came across this and it's exactly what I feel when I actually am sad so in a way, it's relevant. But as of now, i swear to god that I am not sad. Not sad at all. In fact, I am quite contented.
So, my thoughts have been pretty muddled recently. I just have been unable to put down my thoughts without making them seem like a messy string of words. So I shall try my best to write a well-thought and unrandom post. I shall not make my mind stray. Yay. Okay, it just did.
I'm sat here 1:39 am in the morning on blogger since I have nothing much to do. I can't sleep because I am mentally wide awake although my body is screaming "Get your fat butt off the chair and go to sleep". I fixed myself some supper:) Tea, bread with butter and some brown rice rings. Don't get deceived by the healthiness of brown rice. These rings are good stuff, thanks to their cheddar seasoning.Yum. I love tea. Calms the nerves.
Damn. Random thoughts again.
I have been listening to The Saturdays again! I forgot how much I love them. I personally find Una the prettiest. She's super-perfect pretty and I see why she's the favorite but my favorite would be Frankie. Besides the fact that Harry fancies her and the fact that she has a striking resemblance to Louis, I think she's really gorgeous but not perfect-gorgeous. I don't appreciate perfection when it comes to beauty. It makes people look unnatural. It must be really unreal to be super pretty to the point of perfect, right? Yeah that's Una. She's ddg. (Drop dead gorgeous). Mollie, Rochelle and Vanessa are pretty too. They're all really talented. It's quite scary how perfect a girlband they are. How much prettier can anyone get?
I have also been listening to a lot Olly Murs, Belle Amie, Ed Sheran (yay Lego House aired on radio!), Cher Lloyd (With Ur Love has been airing for some time whee), the Script and McFly. Noticed anything? Yup, you guessed it. They're all British-Irish artists. I'm not being biased, I've pretty much got a thing for british-irish artists/bands for years. Their songs are really quality.
I've gotten Gotta Be You on replay for some time now, haven't quite gotten over the lovely music video.
Oh and this year's X-factor is really screwed.
1)Ashley quits The Risk and is replaced by Ashford from Nu Vibe. (Cue the what-in-the-world look)
2)The Risk gets ousted
3)Rythmix changes their name to Little Mix (Cue weird looks again.)
4)Janet Devlin dyes her hair orange in a bid to 'stand-out' (Say what)
5)Misha B gets accused of bullying
6)Kitty Brucknell gets pretty far in the competition (Me no likey diva wannabes) 7) Frankie quits X Factor (Louis is gonna be dead upset, seeing that he's a really enthusiastic fan)
Frankie quitting has been the most screwed event out of all the screwed events. I really liked him:( I had really high hopes for X Factor 2011 seeing that most of the contestant have a lot of talent.
And now two of my favorites aren't in anymore and Janet has gone through a personality change atop the hair-colour change. I don't feel like following it anymore :/ Ah but well, One Direction will be performing on the show soon and so are The Saturdays:D And Cher performed just last week. So there's still some stuff worth watching but welp, this year is all drama and nothing else.
Yay. Hasn't my writing been really consistent?:D It's not random ramblings no more yeah? I've spent 30 minutes thinking through my words. And spelling everything properly. My mind is less jumbled now whoo~
Okay now, it's been a good night. I thought I should've done something productive like I don't know, read? But i've read all my books and now, The Chrysalids awaits me. Sigh. That story is confusing. Okay now, It's 2am and I shall stop here!
p.s: frankie sanford is not frankie coccoza. hehe.
oh just imagine if Harry's surname takes after his mom. HARRY COX LOLOLOLOLOLOL. bet Lou would love that. *scoffs*
I changed my tumblr url :) Just so you know. I shall change my blog url too. For one thing, it's too sugary. For another, I've gotten over my cotton candy obsession AND I have also drank enough bad bubbleteas to be put off the drink for awhile...
Been listening to The Saturdays. yay british bands >:)
I see why Harry likes Frankie. She looks exactly like Lou. Lolol. And she's pretty too.
Did you guys like le Louis gifs on my previous post? HEHE.
Hmm, nothing much to say. Just trying to keep this blog alive~
GBY mv finally came out! Waited for 40 mins yesterday to find that vevo blocked some countries outside the uk. Arse. But now we can all watch it on vevo, so i take back all the death threats and all's good:) Kidding.
DIED. I DIED DIED DIED DIED.
I keep dying. And it's their fault. Why must they look so perfect. Why?Why? Louis looks so sexy omgah. And i trolled when Harry rode on the scooter. haha why so cute.
i almost lost his picture yesterday. I was going " Shit where's Harry?"
I am eccentric, I know.
By the way, i found him under my bed.lolol.
I shall do some Ariana Grande edits! She's so perfect. DIMPLES GUYS, DIMPLES. She and Harry should get together. LOL NO. I swear i envy people with dimples so muchhhh.
It's like you're automatically attractive when you have dimples.
And cheekbones.
Alright now...
Mia-ed because i had no mood to update. I think i went into depression on friday. My mom was mad at me lol. Oh, i got into S1 and my reaction?
Okay wait, for a moment there I thought I was dead. Everyone's got close friends in their new classes and i'm like meep. But i did get the combination i want so...
Then training was disastrous. I had 2 hours of sleep, rushed to gombak at 7 am to find that coach DOSENT WANT US TO BE THERE. Oh, and did i mention? He said i gained weight and that i'm chubby and well yeah, in a sense: i'm fudgecaking FAT, ok?
ok at first i was like damn, crunches not helping. Then i was like, shit, i knew it. Too much snacking.
Not going to lie, it felt like a slap in the face. But then after some thought, coach is not exactly model-skinny anyway.
I may be fat but hey, you're ugly. Like personality wise. I think it's rude to call people ugly by their appearance like it's not for you to judge and everyone's beautiful in their own way ya da ya da. But seeing as he is a hopeless case, he's pretty much ugly in out. I'm sorry for saying this. But it's true.
But i've decided, i am not going to turn up for training anymore. Or i'd get scolded for coming. again. My parents have been telling me to quit. But i don't want to disappoint anybody. If i quit and Charmaine quits,there will be no 4X100m team. But they were like, if i keep not wanting disappoint everybody else, I will end up disappointing myself. I've had it with track. My passion for running has died. I see that i'm not wanted there. So who cares. I've given up all hopes of getting a medal. This year's timings have been encouraging, i thought maybe by next year I can reach my goals but I have no energy to achieve anything in track anymore. Obvious thing to do is quit. I'm scared that i'll make a wrong decision but i have a feeling I can't stick around any longer or i'll get into depression. kidding. I think i've made a decision.
Moving on...
I've been sleeping with a picture of Harry recently. I'm weird, go ahead. Judge me. I sing to him every night too. Makes me feel a lot better.lol.i have been so so so tired recently. Physically and mentally drained out. I wonder why~ Tired to move and tired to think. Hehe.
Oh by the way, tea is delicious.
Kidding, it's not brand new information. I'm being sarcastic towards myself.
Alrighty, bye guys.
The following sentences will be utterly random, with no link whatsoever to the next...
Just went to le shop to get ice-cream and skittles:)
my dad said he got me something from uniqlo. It better be good haha :)
Uh i printed a picture of Haz 'cos I had nothing better to do.lol.
I spent hours reading 'What Alice Forgot'. Alice has amnesia and the book is so sad, for the first time I felt like crying while reading omg.
Iv'e had One Thing on replay for three whole days. I know it's just a preview but i shall say this again: IT'S 30 SECONDS OF FRIGGIN HEAVEN.
Enough of random snippets of what i did, here's what I was up to from 1-3 am this morning :p
I stayed up to uh slack lah. And Charmaine Yee who has taken over Boy Thunder's place while he's at reservis will be talking to One Direction soon :o i am so pissed omg she's the worst deejay ever D: if you listen in, you'll know what i mean. She's annoying and dosen't let people request their songs :o WASTE MONEY TO CALL ONLY LA. Like, she'd play whatever song she feels like playing instead of whatever's requested. It bugs me, i mean omg, the caller's cash is just wasted. I feel so bad for them :o
Yeah oh and i finally did the reflection i owed my mom from weeks ago. lol yes, i was told to do a reflection haha sad life. Okay but i mean, it's okay since I hate me .I needed to do some reflecting, I haven't been the best person this year. I've been horrible. Character-wise and academic-wise. So yeah:)
Okay thing is, I didn't mean for the reflection to be funny. But it made my mom laugh. I can't help it, when i write, i feel the need to add something witty. I ended up signing the letter off in 20 different langguages including Catalan and Bulgarian. I don't know why I felt the need to. And i felt posh so I titled the reflection in french. I didn't need to but it was necessary then. I think I was high from listening to One Thing a thousand times. And i also drew my mom a stickman portrait of One Direction singing to her. i single handedly skipped drawing their clothes :D But anyway, she found it funny AND she started being super nice to me omg. Just see what a bit of One Direction can do? PURE MAJIC. MAJIC, I TELL YOU.
Went for math thingum today. Boring shizzles. Can't believe I paid $20 to solve mindless puzzles. But well, i spent quite some time with Jane Nin and Charmaine and Linn so all's good. Bumped into Maryam on the way home...
jane nin says i look like Louis in my twitter dp omg haha i trolled okay.
Thank you, i look most masculine :>
Okay haha it's been an okay day but i feel so tired i can't do a single push up which is insane since I did 20 at 3am in this morning. Must be because I got up at 5am this morning and had to go to school. sigh.
AND TRAINING'S AT 7AM IN THE MORNING, DON'T TELL ME COACH ATE BLUE CHEESE AND HAD ALL HIS CELLS DESTROYED D:
maybe he did have blue cheese.No other explanation for signs of insanity.I mean, just take me as an example. I didn't think i'd have the guts to hand in such a trolling reflection to my mom but i did. Without thinking. And i have been spaced out lately. Like one moment i was thinking hard about something and the next second, I can't remember a thing.I only remember thinking very profoundly.
So guys, if i haven't emphasized enough, don't eat blue cheese. it's the wisest thing you'll ever do.
I don't care if you think it's a joke. I swear it's for your own good ok.
and omg yay people are starting to text me :D I celebrated with some skittles lol.
(Thus my trip to the shop)
Me
(That's obviously not me but I sometimes like to pretend that I am Danny Jones on a skateboard, so that is me in my dreams)
I'm a little (ok no, very) odd, antisocial and quiet, but when I start getting comfortable with a person, I transform into a crazy,hyper, giddy idiot.My worst nightmare involves a world without music and I tend to live inside my head so often I forget to live in my body. If you get what I mean. I try my best to entertain you with my utterly random/uninteresting/boring accounts of my life, my useless opinion on things,bite-sized fangirling and the occasional rant. I hope I don't bore you to death.And thanks for reading!
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