Best part in Pride and Prejudice. :) Anyway... a little bit annoyed at the world right now. I really shouldn't be and I feel like I don't have a valid reason to be annoyed but I am. Sigh. So here's the thing that's been bugging me. I am very very sensitive towards what people feel, so I have this tendency to keep asking my friends whether they're alright, at random. At times, I ask this too often too (And some people have perceived this as me being really annoying. Someone got frustrated at me like proper annoyed okay) But i can't help it,  its just that I feel like its my fault when my friend is upset or not having a good time. I feel guilty and I start feeling super sad and that I could have done something. I know, I'm sensitive like that and it's annoying, I get it. Anyway... I also have the tendency to care about people I dislike. Yeah, dislike. I get bothered at the thought of them finding out that I bear such sentiments towards them. Same goes to people who bug me a whole lot. I care what they feel. But I really can't stand it when I know someone is going through a rough time and I ask if they're fine and they give me this "Are you crazy, why are you so random" look. I feel double the stupid. I hate feeling stupid. And honestly, I have been called weird in the face for asking someone if they're fine. I can't stand it more when the same person goes on twitter and rants about how nobody cares and how they're so marvelous at hiding their feelings that nobody knows they feel sad all the time. Um what.  It's super super frustrating :'(. Oh and have I mentioned that I get bothered when people assume I don't care? It's hurtful when I care and they don't see it. Or don't care that I care, in addition to making me out to be some complete psychotic weirdo. And I hate it when I try to include someone but they go on twitter (lol) to say that they feel lonely and left out and all their friends are shit.

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? I'm a people pleaser, I try my best to help people as much as I can to make them happy . Heck, I even let them step all over me.What I feel dosen't matter anymore. So even when I bear feelings of frustration towards a person, I genuinely do care when they are dissatisfied.
And when I am unable to make someone happy, i feel inadequate. Like proper inadequate.

*Let me apologise for my over-sensitiveness and if this has annoyed a lot of people (as I'm sure it has), I'm really sorry. And i'm sorry for appearing like some psychotic paranoid over-sensitive idiot. I really am :(

Gah. Just got to get it out of the system

Labels: don't you guys miss Ris Low, she was so boomz, zebra preens

This is a post about the embarrassment that is yours truly. I have, for many many years been living under a rock. For instance, I never knew what anonymous meant until I was about thirteen. I've always thought anonymous is a man/woman/ she-man who is a deep smartass and loves writing quotes. I don't know where I got that notion from and nobody ever told me so that's why I spent many years of my existence in complete  darkness. I never bothered looking up the dictionary because I was quite convinced that this Mr/Mrs Anonymous is a famous quote-writer. Talk about stupid...

And the next one is not as dumb but still left me quite baffled. I only realised when I took history in sec one that Confucious is a Chinese man. I really thought he was some English man. Ah well.

The last one is hopelessly dumb. Luckily I discovered the truth when I was about twelve. So anyway, for the longest time ever, I've always thought that 'Jia You' is a really popular kid in school. Where did I get that from? Basically, in primary school, whenever we had some sort of sports event, all the kids (except blur-sotong me) would be cheering 'Jia You, Jia You' throughout the whole event. I still remember being quite impressed that this Jia You girl had so many ardent supporters.

So turning twelve/thirteen opened really did enlighten me with some knowledge. I guess being a teenager was a blessing in disguise. Just imaine if I asked someone one day,- "Who's Jia You, can I meet her?"
OTL. For the record, I was about to do just that. I don't even know how I figured out that it was a word of encouragement. Sigh. To make things worse, I just realised that ATM machines had to be restocked with money. I found this out last week okay. I've always thought that the money people withdraw are transported by some high-tech means from their bank accounts to the atm machine. Yes, I actually did think the money flew into the machine through an underground wire. Or by air.

/MASSIVE IRON STEEL COPPER NICKEL FACEPALM/

Moral of the story: Don't be like me

Labels: honestly, sigh, what is my life

Hello sunshine.
HAHA. You know I actually pity whoever reads my blog. It's a disappointing piece of the internet to visit :'( I don't know what to say so I shall do my normal ramblings about my life. Sunday was Hari Raya :) It went really well actually, I got served lunch thrice during visiting so you can just imagine how much weight I put on. So much yummy food, too little time. And space in my tummy haha... But it was great. I got quite a bit of money too heheh. Anyway, today was nice. Hmm I overuse the word nice. Kudos to limited vocab. Ok um I guess I kind of survived today, which is good. And Li Enn is so sweet haha. I miss e-learning already, I don't miss the huge load of async homework we had, but I miss the 1 hour lessons and having no school. I've been having a really good few weeks so yay! Nothing particularly special happened but everyone's happy and I'm feeling contented so... ^^
Oh and I'm back on formspring. I abandoned it for 2947873649240 million years so they kind of temporarily deactivated my account. Recently, some people have been getting really nasty hate messages from anons on formspring. Honestly speaking, anybody who stoops that low as to send hate behind the 'shield' that is their computer screens are complete cowards. No matter how much you hate or loathe or despise a person, you shouldn't be cyberbullying them. This hateful anon targets specific people so I'm quite sure some of us know who she is.I'd be ashamed of myself if I were you. Targeting people for their personality (which you clearly don't know much of) is bad enough, but targeting people for their appearance? That's wear a double red line is drawn. You don't just tell a person she's fat/ ugly. Beauty is only face value but take a look at your hear, it must be one of the most hideous things on earth.

I'm a bit perplexed that I'm living amongst people with ugly hearts. :(

Grow up people.

Oh and speaking of anons, Amalthea's anon asked her about her honest opinion of me the other time. I felt a bit honoured that I was on someone's mind for a fraction of a second :') AHA.
Take care honeybunches~

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Yay this is the funnest challenge!

1)If u c kate -McFly
2)Transylvania -McFly
3)Say (All I Need) - One Republic
4)Science & Faith -The Script
5)This=Love -The Script
6)Falling In Love -McFly
7)Look After You-The Fray
8)Moments-One Direction
9)The Fear-Lily Allen
10)The Last Song-McFly

*In no particular order
Haha I'm too lazy to attach an audio clip of anything, so if you want to listen to any of the songs (omg would people even bother haha) then youtube it 8) Personally I think my music taste is top notch HAHAH. Ok kidding kidding... But right now my current playlist is a compilation of McFly songs from all their five albums gahaha. Somehow my love for them has reignited and i recently found a 2006 magazine I bought that featured them omg haha I was like 9. Brings back good memories lol. Ok cool bye.

Labels: but seriously, i've got good music taste

I don't really like the term best friends :(
I think someone needs to be like a mega good friend who sticks by you for at least 50 years before you can bestow the title 'best friend' upon them. BUT HEY, I'VE GOT LOTS OF GOOD FRIENDS:) And great friend ^^

My good/great friends are really awesome. They know exactly how I feel, understand my dilemmas, know all my secrets, know all my embarrassing moments, don't mind me acting all weird, accept my many flaws, appreciate my taste in music (haha),are funny, amazing company and the list goes on. They're also the ones who create the best memories for me to keep ^^ I think in order to be a great friend, you need to be one whose understanding and a good listener, a quick forgiver and someone who overlooks their friend's flaws. You also go out of the way to help your friend and provide emotional support but at the same time, is a great fun to be with. My great friends do this amazing thing where they make me feel comfortable enough to unleash my silly side. But of course, among all my wonderful buddies, I have got this one special person I always turn to first. And I am so glad that I have had  the privilege to meet this one wonderful person in my life. We've been mates for almost three years now and we haven't run into any major catastrophies. And I hope it will remain that way. Or course, the fact that we're both telepathic helps a whole lot! I love you friend ❤ Like a lot a lot lot.

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Silly, awkward, weird, slow, loving (HAHA),sensitive, hungry, understanding, unfunny and (maybe,just maybe-) a little witty.

Okay done!That was quick hehe. So...yesterday I did e-learning with NADYA :D And then we tried watching Just My Luck but 15 minutes into the movie, the website said i needed a premium account to view the full thing. Se l f i s h. But anyway we ended up slacking until Nadya had to leave for CIP, so all's good:) Oh and I showed her a video of Danny singing the acoustic rendition of if u c kate and she says his voice is nice ^^ I felt very happy okay because its like i got her stamp of approval teehee. CLICK IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT PERFECTION SOUNDS LIKE.

Anyway, I've got nothing much to say:( Oh i shall tell you about my dream from days back. I dreamt that I was in london for the olympics (??)  and somehow the dream reverted to me flying in the clouds. And then Change of scene- I was at Brighton, just that it looked like I was on an island. Weird. My dreams never make sense sigh. Oh i made cookies yesterday!! They were damn yummy, my mum used the famous amos recipe thingy.I have a feeling all the biscuits and yummy things will perish right before raya HAHA. What's new!I'm making honey cornflakes today and when my sister gets back, we're going shoe shopping^^
Okay haha, boring. Hm.
goodbye honeypies x

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I don't know omg. I could very well put a picture of Lily Loveless or Kaya Scoldelario or McFly or 1D but I shall be more sentimental. 10 POINTS FOR BEING SENTIMENTAL. And I think just one picture would be ultra boring so I shall chose some of my favouritest moments during the past three years of my existence.

Ok so something happened.. I was searching through my pictures and ohmygod I feel like I've found treasure. Anyway, here are a couple of photos in which I truly felt happy. Although these moments are over or some people in these photos have walked out of my life, I still cherish each and every single moment here. At least I know I can seek solace in the fact that happy times did exist and although they're over, they did happen. Let's start with one of my favourite quotes :3
                 

                                      
I look really fat here but do i really need to explain why I love this picture? :'D










I have nothing to blog about so I shall do a 5 Day Challenge I found floating in cyberspace. (This challenge was created for me, seeing that I have the attention span of a 3 year old child and never ever successfully completed half of the usual 30 day challenges I attempt)

Day 1: 10 things you can't live without and why
Day 2: Favourite picture of anything/anyone
Day 3: Describe yourself in 10 words
Day 4:Describe your best friends
Day5:10 of your favourite songs and attach an audio clip of one

Here goes... Day 1:10 things you can't live without and why

1)oxygen
2)nutella
3)homecooked food
4)tea
5)FOOD
6)music
7)earpiece
8)phone
9)friends
10)family

Well that was boring. I think the challenge gets more and more interesting though so if I complete this, I'll get myself starbucks. DEAL.
Take care poppets x

Labels: challenging myself, don't judge, food is important okay, starbucks, this is hard, yay

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Labels: captaindougwash, do you love my tags, don't deny it, dougie poynter, galaxydefenders, harry judd, i feel high, i love mcfly, i'm in a good mood, mcfly, yes you do, you are furry

I am finally happy with my blogskin haha. The previous one was too pink/messy/weird. Anyway, hello :D
Thought I'd blog just because...
Just because nothing.
I've been having a good life lately, minus school of course. Screwed up bio, amath and chem SPA haha I don't know what to say already. What's new right.
I feel so bad because we mad Ms Tan cry after our SPA. She was so angry. And now I think she hates me because I know I screwed up the most.
 Bleh. School aside, I have been having a really really good time!
Been spending more time with Nadya lately which is goood.
I went solo shopping the other day, quite fun. I like being alone hahaha. Which explains my minuscule social circle. Whatever I hate socializing. Meeting someone new makes me feel so vulnerable. Unless they're nice people haha. I like nice people ^^
I've been in a really good mood lately. Things are starting to look up, I feel so free and happy and silly all the time it's quite nice. My mom made pizza the other day, just so you know ;P and chocolate macaroons and cheesy potato casserole. I LOVE THE FASTING MONTH.
Unfortunately I'm not fasting today. Mega sucks.
Yesterday something happened. Technically, today. SOMEONE  acknowledged my presence FIRST after months of not talking. It happened at 2 am so at 2 am I was laughing and smiling and crying and jumping with happiness. Best notification I ever got from my phone haha. Thanks phone.
It was just something small but it made me dizzy with fangirlyness I just couldn't stop myself.
GAH. Nobody ever sends me messages first ok unless they need me to help them with something lol.
#lifeofsomeonenobodylikes

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