Random Thought 01
Wednesday, June 20, 2012 @ 4:30 PM | 0 notes

Do you remember the last time you told someone that it's alright, that everything's going to be okay? It probably wasn't so long ago when you said that. Do you remember how guilty you felt after saying those words? I do. I felt like the worst liar in the world. 
                      


I'm always ranting about how it puts me off whenever I see someone being hypocritical. For instance if they complain that they hate liars when they're one. Or when they complain about something they hate about someone when they're exactly the same as them. Or... when they say they hate someone but they are sickly sweet to them.  These are just examples of hypocrites and I guess I can say that I don't really like these sort of people. Ironically, I am really no better either. Nowadays I am feeling more and more like a hypocrite and it makes me hate myself even more. Whenever someone approaches me with a problem, -a big one,that is- my first instinct is to comfort them. Tell them it's fine, it will all be okay and that things will get better soon. Give them a hug maybe and hope that they feel better. I try my best to be all sunny and positive although I know deep down inside, that's all bullshit. If things have been looking bad for so long, what are the chances that you'll wake up tomorrow with all your problems gone? Zero. Not a chance. I imagine myself having these words said to me and I feel far from assured. More than not, I feel  doubtful. Skeptical even. It's terrible to be so negative but honestly, there is no point in telling yourself positive things when all you're doing is lie to yourself. So, I am  pretty much a liar. I lie all the time. Funny enough, I hate it when people lie to me. So that makes me a hypocrite.

In all honesty, we're all hypocrites. I see that in almost everyone. You may be a hypocrite without even realising it. That's why I shall not rant about people being hypocrites anymore because that would sound ridiculously contradicting. I am ridiculous. /facepalm/


Sometimes I honestly do confuse myself. Arina, you're such a hypocritical, contradicting bumhole :(

On a lighter note, isn't  Maxxie Oliver is so dreamy? Sigh. I would probably believe him if he told me 'it's alright'. Applaud me for choosing such a good looking yet relevant gif haha. Okay bye people, thanks for reading hehe

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